4 January 2007
late Greeting to everyone.
“Happy New Year.”
Didn’t went countdown with my ploy-mate.
Because ……. Nvm.
Just before I got so excited for my countdown he msg me.
Asshole spoilt my mood.
Why msg me, that isn’t my problem why don’t ask your girlfriend instead.
What a laughing stock.. ask your girlfriend instead of me. I think you got the wrong person.
How I wish I can change my number and no one can find me.
The distance between we polymate are getting apart. Drifting far apart.
Maybe that a good thing because we hurt one another too much.
Our friendship is just like a bus. We are the passenger that aboard one another bus and it time to alight, we will never aboard again. never meet the same bus again. think it this way so wouldn’t be so upset or disappointed. Isn’t it much better?
“如果你们要我祝福你们, 我判不到..
你们也不需要…”
美好的时光以不再… stop dreaming, wake up! all the good memories are all gone.
They are just short term.
Did badly for lifesaver last night. My shoulder was totally numb, it felt as if I had no arms. I have to push myself more. The test is just a few days more. Buck up!
I can do it .. I will make sure I pass.
Down with flu again.
>> I miss my frenz..
Big Bear Ted where you..busy working or?
Zhiyou why no msg from you? Where have you gone to.
Charmine are you back in singapore or aust?
Delwin free to lend me ya ear?
Regina wanna go shopping?
Marvin when we going clubbing again?
Jonathan you engaging right? Congrat.contact me.
>> Anyone want to go clubbing and get drunk?
or
>> Anyone want to go do sports and sweat everything out? We go running, then cycling, then swimming, and then blading, then canoeing, then rock climbing. All in a day. Who is interested to join me for these crazy sports for a day?
Anyone want to join me? Come’on we feel great that.
Anyone interested in this Saturday 6 January 2007, Vegetarian buffet, at the Quality Hotel? Please message me 91259xxx Yuehui or tag! Thanks.
6 January 2007
Buffet cancel due to the poor response and the full reservation they have.
Boy is sick too I guess we have to postpone it.
What coach said last night made me worry.
Haiz. how am I going for the test. I know I am going to fail but still going for the test. Making myself upset. Haiz. my swimming buddy is injured. Badly injured. What am I suppose to do?
Haiz. losing confidence in myself.
My performance last night was so bad that I tear at the pool. Haiz stupid me.
My shoulder is giving up on me. It seems like its really dropping off. There is this needle poking on my shoulder. It’s like I cant even rotate or move it. this feel really sucks.
Haiz. everyone is so confidence I am the only one feeling so low.
How I wish I can tell my coach that if he think I cant make it then don’t let me go but then I just don’t know how to say because I just want to give it a try. If I fail, maybe I retake or I just give up?
I am not sure. Who will know my feeling my stand?
I am bored.
Boy work load getting heavier. All he does is work work work.
His company is more strict more rules, so have to work harder.
He has no time for me. Weekend I am so free so bored.
Anyone ask me out??
11 January 2007
I haven’t been online for alotssss of day.
I was busy with swimming studying and work.
When I lie on my bed, within second I fall asleep.
I haven’t been chatting with my friends, blogging, posting pictures, etc.
Finally found the time to online tonight.
Been crying since yesterday in front of my swim mate my swim team.
The feeling was never been ever to be feel by anyone.
The feeling was being the first and being shoot wasn’t good at it.
I just couldn’t control my tear.
I am ashamed of myself. Everyone came and comfort me. Thanks but it wasnt good at all.
I am so sorry to my coaches and swim mate. So sorry.
I am emotional, very emotional.
Tears rolled down every easily.
I try to fight back but end up I still lose the match.
The test been postpone to 2 week later.
I doubt I be able to make it. I wouldn’t have to wait till next year in order to take the test. By then where will my swim mate be? Lifeguard? Instructor? I am just so ashamed of myself.
My plan to go for instructor course be burst. I wouldt have to wait…wait….
Maybe I should find some other course to attend.
2 week later and we should see.
I am upset very upset.
“Wun fa shou si de xin qing.”
Where were you when skies were grey
1/11/2007 10:31:00 PM <3
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