**Waves** I am back!
I have so many stuff to update.
The work at downtown east finally ended.
**ended like a week ago but I was too busy with stuff.
Dead tired...
>> It is quite a relaxing job whereby you just have to usher those audience to their seat at the beginning on each show. After which I can just stand there and watch the show together. When it ends, I will just have to open the exit door. The work is simply so nice, the tiring part is where by one has had to stand thorough out. It can be quite tiring on the leg.
Those people who I am working with are very young, at the age of 16 – 17. Well I did not communicate with them much because they kind of attitude people. I did not even bother to start a word with them at all; they could instruct me do stuff whereas they stand there and do nothing. It totally ridiculous. How I wish I could straggle them off.
Tolerated it for, as two weeks and finally I do not need to see them anymore.
The working hours are like from 3pm to 10pm. Due to the two jobs I am holding, I was very tired out. Lucky me, darling came to fetch me each night. He brought dinner which he cook himself for me, at downtown there was no vegetarian moreover the stuff there are expensive so my stomach would like go hungry for the whole day.
Thanks to my dear boy. Knowing I am tired he quickly drives me back home, knowing I am hungry, he will cook or buy dinner for me without fail.
>> Had a quarrel with boy but it lasts for like 1 day and we got back normal, after all still not that bad, I guess. Well he keeps urging me how important insurance is. He wants to purchase one for me, I know he meant well. I told him let me consider first because my monthly income is already not enough, it might be a problem if I have to pay those insurance fee each month, it more like a burden to me. He keep nagging non-stop. I was damn tulan that I raise my voice at him, telling him to stop it. Nothing could control my temper. I was very hot up. I did not msg him or call him at that point of time, the whole night no call or sms from him either.
Usually each morning he will greet me with a morning sms, but not hat particular morning there was nothing. At this point of time, my thought went wild. Haiz. Did not want to make the first move to do anything. Around noon, he sms! Wahhaha! Of course, I am not that cruel not to reply his sms. Everything went back to normal on that day when we chat on sms. He told me how he felt, sincerely. I was quite surprised seldom will he tell me anything especially when I ask him “do you have anything to tell me.”
There was some stuff that I said upset him lots.
Stupid me.
>> Finding out the truth always hurts.
Yet I continue to ask.
I should not elaborate more. I have always treated her as a sister, a mate whom we share our joy and pain together. In poly, we were the closest, the only two project mate. She care for me when things happen. I surprise her if I can. I always thought small matter didn’t really bother to us. We always give way to each other, no matter what happen we will talk it out and after a short while everything be alright. I always tell her what happen to me. I share with her almost everything. I trust her but this time round she made me distrust her so much.
I am so tulan. So disappointed. So upset. I never know she will do that. She knew that she knew it but why??
I shouldn’t have ask, shouldn’t have bother I wouldn’t be so upset then.
I shouldn’t have wasted so many tear in me.
Why? Why did the truth came to my side?
Sorry I cant give you my blessing.
Although I cant do anything but…
Suck up. I am going to drunk everything this satruday.
Its raining in me.
The thunder, the storm in me…..
It raining non stop.
>> My swim mate is back from Japan, “Bei Hai Dao” so nice to have him back else I have to search for other partner.
He brought me a pack of chocolate, those small cubes. It tastes so nice! Wonderful coco. In the other hand I don’t bear to eat them, their wrapping paper are simply so nice. Look below for the updated Chocolate pics.
**don’t drip ya saliva all over the places. Wahahaha~ thanks Swim Mate. –Hugs-
BM test be on the 1st week of Jan, it confirm. I pray hard that my examiner would be TLC, infect not me alone, the rest are also praying it is not him.
May god bless me and let me pass this test. After which A is going to prepare me for instructor course. I can’t wait to move on!
>> Triathlon next year April!
KC going to book the chalet at biatam, where we will just have to bring out stuff and bike over. I am starting to train each day, alone, because boy-working everyday beside he can’t run due to the pain on his knee. Argh! If only he could have lots money then he could visit a specialist and get treatment fast.
How? How? Can anyone help?
>> had a BBQ session at Ah Yang condominium last Saturday. It so nice to gather each lifeguard, with our coach, seating down enjoying chatting around. Took a few pics as memories ha-ha. Sooooo Nice. We had plenty of food, not forgetting alcohol too. We had Chivas with coke. Underage Overage…all drank. Wahahhaz…
Packed up stuff at around 8am and we headed to “Conner Stone” for a wine session.
I simply LOVE White wine!
It is so nice. Total two bottles of wine and five bottle of beer among us. We took plenty of photos using alwin Hp. Wahahaz, we were enjoying to our fullest. Chatting disturbing each other...wahahahaz. At around 10, we headed to O bar for more drinks. I actually went to meet YC and YJ, dragged the rest along. I stayed to 12 plus and left. Drank three bottles only. The rest stayed till 2am. Left ah yang taking cab home. Was suppose to drive him back home but I want to stay longer so sponsor him taking cab home. Thinking back, I am so mean. I wanted to have more alcohol more dance. Haiz.
**Guilty and bad.**
The night was fun. =]
I am looking forward to this Saturday, ah yang chalet, the whole lifesaver be there. Bound to have fun and laughter together.=]
23th December 2006—our two month together.
24th and 25th December 2006 – guess we be at chalet enjoying. Else I go clubbing.
Like what ah yang said I am drowning myself in sorrow.
Haiz.
Update again. I am going for a run.
Enjoy the pictures.
Where were you when skies were grey
12/18/2006 07:49:00 PM <3
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