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| Summary? ? ? ? ? ? Finally, the birthday chalet ended. It wasn’t a “happy 21st birthday celebration” it was more like a “Ugly & Unhappy Birthday 21st celebration”. Some people was talking behind my back. Some people was unwell, very sick. Some people came to make trouble. Some people came to mess stuff Up. Some people came to spoilt everything. My wishes that I wish to be done on the chalet wasn’t done at all. Things that were suppose to be done during the celebration wasn’t done at all. Everything just went wrong. First the cake I order came out the whole design that I wanted. The design was totally off. The moment I saw the cake my tears rolled. I was so upset disappointed. It wasn’t want I wanted and it the bakery has made the wrong design that I actually told them. The attitude girl “ the owner of the shop” was giving me attitude she was like saying in such a unhappy way “ if you don’t want this cake I give you a refund.” Yes a refund it was easier to say then anything. Where to find a birthday cake at this last minute? She was clever la because she knew we have to accept the cake else we have no other ways. Her attitude greatly sucks.. Damn… never order from this cake shop it jus sucks like hell. Secondly, a quarrel occurs in the chalet when the celebration and party was about to start. Worst of all it was between my uncle and my boyfriend. One was trying to make fun of me which I din know and the other was trying to protect me from injuring, falling, from any form of danger. Good thing Boy remain calm but uncle kept screaming at the entrance and inside of chalet. What disappointed me was cousin instead of stopping his dad from carrying on he add in, he add into the quarrel which I tot it was damn disappointing. It was totally an asshole. He knew things went wrong he knew it was my 21st birthday, instead of stropping they went on and on. They didn’t give me any face at all. Everyone else stared at me. Everyone was whisper about what happen. It was the hot topics for the night. Tear rolled. I was terribly upset. The first make up wasn’t successful because of my watery eye and I kept rubbing my nose. It was terribly sucky at that point of time. I wish I could cancel off everything and be like normal days hang out at town. Thirdly sis sprain her ankle at the last day of the chalet, on the way back home. She was trying to unload all the stuff home then she fall. I wasn’t around at that point of time. I was out with Boy and 2 guys for dinner. Haiz. I wish I was there to help so sister wouldn’t have fall. Fourthly, the main chef ordered us to purchase lots of eggs saying she want to cook omette and fried oyster. Ended up she just didn’t bother, she just treat it like no body business. Ass hole. Totally a ass hole. Such a aass hole. On Saturday when she was here she gave everyone a damn bloody black face as if she is here to collect money. She needed people to fetch her here and there. She order people like no other business. Lotsa of things happen. I don’t want to remind myself of the stuff any further. I don’t want to elaborate anymore. I am tired. Suck up. Everything ended it shall end in me too. The chalet didn’t turn out as plan. The celebration sucks. Haiz argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everyone wasn’t happy. My boy was upset, disappointed I know. I am great he told me how he feels last night after we have got home. He was unhappy so did I although I kept carrying a smile to wherever I went. I just have to. Things didn’t turn out well, people sucks. Okay everything suck. Everything ended I don’t want to think anymore. It just a dream everything ended. I got to move on and not focus on these stuff. I have training and work to focus on. My aim to achieve. I wish everything had never happen before. Can someone erase everything from my mind? But still I want to thanks my friends, relative for coming. So nice to see everyone here. Friends who I have not seen for years was here, my good friends, my buddies, my poly friends and everyone. When I was in the centre in front of the cake, I could see all entire place being filled up. So happy to see them . Some people that I hope to see wasn’t here at all. Haiz. Even that they are not here they didn’t even msg me to inform (except for a few of them). Well if you have the heart no matter what you will still come. No matter how far you will still come. Thanks for all the lame excuse, appreciated. Well for some cases of course understandable, like those who have chick pox and are sick. Well…….still Thanks for all the gifts. Thanks. I appreciated all your effort to turn up. I am now in office’s my eye are so heavy. Its like dropping off. I am now typing with half of eye close. I am dead tired.. how I wish I am working for other people so I cant take leave after chalet to rest. Impossible la. Dreaming. Tired .because I didn’t sleep for so many days. No appetite at all I didn’t eat more than 3 spoonful each day. Unhappy. Numb shoulder. Shall be numb left body.Unhappy heart.. If I am given a chance I will cancel this chalet. Can I re-celebrate my birthday on the actual day? Can someone heal me? Will post pictures soon I guess. Spare me, I am tired I need a break. |
Where were you when skies were grey
11/21/2006 11:30:00 PM <3