Sentimented Memories

I love you?/ Monday

27th October 2006

I had a conflict with mummy last night. Argh!!
I was telling her what I was going to buy for the chalet.
How many paper plates how many cups and so on…
She was like this don’t need that don’t need.. why tell me and stuff..

I was like I didn’t tell you u say I din tell you anything keep you in dark.
But when I tell you every single thing you said why tell you, everything also don’t need buy. I was damn tulan.
She jus kept saying “ you guy young kids woulnt know anything, don’t know what to buy de la,” everything she also say we don’t know.
I guess on that particular whatever we do she will want to care.
Come-on we are grown up it not the first time we plan this kind of activies can we just go there n play.

While me and sis was discussing what we are going to buy for tidbits she was like buy so much tibits for what.
I couldn’t tolerate anymore. I told her off.
“ we guys go chalet to play have fun not like you aunt go chalet sleep.”
I know its very bad of me but that’s the fact isn’t it?
Having a chalet is to have fun not to go there sleep, if want to sleep might as well stay at home and sleep, agree?

Why don’t she understand how I feel?

Suck everything suck to the core.
If there no chalet there wouldn’t be any conflict nor …whatever shit stuff..
If there, no chalet we wouldn’t be busy planning.
If there no chalet, I will just quietly pass my 21st birthday isn’t that good?

C0me to think of it, my head hurts.
Whatever..
Noone going to stop me from having fun.

FREAK !!!
FREAK !!!
FREAK!!!! FREAK!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shoulder hurting me, the pain killing me. Nothing can be done; I can only tolerate the pain. It sucks.
Doctor appointment is approaching.
It kind of useless to visit them when they cant do anything to my shoulder for months.
“LL”

Pathetic I totally broke.
Doctor fee…
Treatment….
Hair treatment….
Chalet expenses…a bomb landed on myself..

All these happening I have to pay a price…

“Bread” been a good friend of mine for like 2 month there wouldn’t be any difference if it continue for another month.
Any part time job... Anyone?

Skimping till e end of every single cent is rather hard, torturing…

28TH October 2006
I am so unhappy so unhappy. Just because of the chalet thing, mummy and me kept screaming here n there. She keeps going against what I say.
She will say why need buy this? Why need buy that?
Why need to buy so early?
…so many why.

There is so many why. Why this why that. It just two weeks away and I don’t wan to rush thing at the very last minute. Why noone understand?
I am just too lazy to reply. Since she wants to ask so much let her be I will just shut my mouth. The more I reply the more screaming there will be.

I have swimming training I have running training I have to work. I am not saying I am very busy but I cannot let loose of my training.
I promise myself to train hard and improve. Only weekend I will do those chalet stuff. Why do you force me to go fuotang on weekend when you know that I only have free time on weekend. Unwillingly forcing myself to fuotang that very meaningless right? Why still…?

Haiz I don’t understand a single thing.
I am lost not knowing what to buy for chalet luckily the rest is here to help.

Come to thing of it my head hurts.
It simply sucks.

How I wish I could cancel off this chalet.
How I wish I didn’t book the chalet in the first place.
How I wish I had die earlier.
Sucks..
Everything sucks.

Argh!
My timing not improving.
My chalet stuff bothering me.
My work suck.
Totally broke.
Boring life.

Can someone spare me a new life?

YC SM want to go SBC watch basketball matches ma. Remember that every Sunday we used to spend our time there watching matches?

“We are entering a different stage of life.

When life get busy we often forget about out friends.

During life, we will always meet new people new friends.

In life, we will always find some people we get along so well and yet some that make we hate them to the core.

Have you ever think of the old friends you used to have? The wonderful times you guys used to spend together?
Have the urge to meet them up and hug them?”

~Yuehui~

~我很不开心…..不开心…~

30 October 2006
>> Chalet stuff

The whole weekend I was busy purchasing my chalet stuff. Chiong here n there to purchase the needed stuff.
Beauty world, sheng siong, suntec city Carrefour …
Total spent amount of about $350-400. Well there still quite a no of things not brought yet.

More to come…~

At least we are more or less there already so did not worry…

Still far away, I still have 2 weeks to go so no worries.

Had a quarrel with him on Saturday.
Partly my fault, I couldn’t accept the way he is. The style of life he is but after some explanation to one another, everything went back to normal.
I am selfish. I always wants things to be my way. Haiz.
Stubborn stupid me.
He wants to make this last, I shall try hard to.
Can i? I doubt myself.

>> Training

Tired.
Training been okay. 7km I took about 47mins. Wahhaha super long but great achievement for me because I had improve and run along with the two guys. In between lost some steps and was behind them but good thing I caught up with them..muhahahaz ** pats pat on my shoulder…(“,) I shall train more and see how is it.

Fallen asleep while I was waiting for dad to finish work. Wanted to finish the design of my invitation card and the banner but I was just too tired.
Thanks to aldwin he offer to print for me. In olour and A3 form which save me quite a no of money. thanks.

>> Mt ophir / Kinabalu.

After chalet I ll save hard for Mt Ophir or Kinabalu trip. Yeah!! I am going ..wahaha~~

Enjoy the view there. YESH YESH !!!

Wahaha so high hope it wouldn’t disappoint me again.

Ah sam !! faster fixed a date I wanan go !!!

Takecare friends. Love and miss you guys lotsa!!

**hugs..

27th October 2006

I had a conflict with mummy last night. Argh!!
I was telling her what I was going to buy for the chalet.
How many paper plates how many cups and so on…
She was like this don’t need that don’t need.. why tell me and stuff..

I was like I didn’t tell you u say I din tell you anything keep you in dark.
But when I tell you every single thing you said why tell you, everything also don’t need buy. I was damn tulan.
She jus kept saying “ you guy young kids woulnt know anything, don’t know what to buy de la,” everything she also say we don’t know.
I guess on that particular whatever we do she will want to care.
Come-on we are grown up it not the first time we plan this kind of activies can we just go there n play.

While me and sis was discussing what we are going to buy for tidbits she was like buy so much tibits for what.
I couldn’t tolerate anymore. I told her off.
“ we guys go chalet to play have fun not like you aunt go chalet sleep.”
I know its very bad of me but that’s the fact isn’t it?
Having a chalet is to have fun not to go there sleep, if want to sleep might as well stay at home and sleep, agree?

Why don’t she understand how I feel?

Suck everything suck to the core.
If there no chalet there wouldn’t be any conflict nor …whatever shit stuff..
If there, no chalet we wouldn’t be busy planning.
If there no chalet, I will just quietly pass my 21st birthday isn’t that good?

C0me to think of it, my head hurts.
Whatever..
Noone going to stop me from having fun.

FREAK !!!
FREAK !!!
FREAK!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shoulder hurting me, the pain killing me. Nothing can be done; I can only tolerate the pain. It sucks.
Doctor appointment is approaching.
It kind of useless to visit them when they cant do anything to my shoulder for months.
“LL”

Pathetic I totally broke.
Doctor fee…
Treatment….
Hair treatment….
Chalet expenses…a bomb landed on myself..

All these happening I have to pay a price…

“Bread” been a good friend of mine for like 2 month there wouldn’t be any difference if it continue for another month.
Any part time job... Anyone?

Skimping till e end of every single cent is rather hard, torturing…

28TH October 2006
I am so unhappy so unhappy. Just because of the chalet thing, mummy and me kept screaming here n there. She keeps going against what I say.
She will say why need buy this? Why need buy that?
Why need to buy so early?
…so many why.

There is so many why. Why this why that. It just two weeks away and I don’t wan to rush thing at the very last minute. Why noone understand?
I am just too lazy to reply. Since she wants to ask so much let her be I will just shut my mouth. The more I reply the more screaming there will be.

I have swimming training I have running training I have to work. I am not saying I am very busy but I cannot let loose of my training.
I promise myself to train hard and improve. Only weekend I will do those chalet stuff. Why do you force me to go fuotang on weekend when you know that I only have free time on weekend. Unwillingly forcing myself to fuotang that very meaningless right? Why still…?

Haiz I don’t understand a single thing.
I am lost not knowing what to buy for chalet luckily the rest is here to help.

Come to thing of it my head hurts.
It simply sucks.

How I wish I could cancel off this chalet.
How I wish I didn’t book the chalet in the first place.
How I wish I had die earlier.
Sucks..
Everything sucks.

Argh!
My timing not improving.
My chalet stuff bothering me.
My work suck.
Totally broke.
Boring life.

Can someone spare me a new life?

YC SM want to go SBC watch basketball matches ma. Remember that every Sunday we used to spend our time there watching matches?

“We are entering a different stage of life.

When life get busy we often forget about out friends.

During life, we will always meet new people new friends.

In life, we will always find some people we get along so well and yet some that make we hate them to the core.

Have you ever think of the old friends you used to have? The wonderful times you guys used to spend together?
Have the urge to meet them up and hug them?”

~Yuehui~

~我很不开心…..不开心…~

30 October 2006
>> Chalet stuff

The whole weekend I was busy purchasing my chalet stuff. Chiong here n there to purchase the needed stuff.
Beauty world, sheng siong, suntec city Carrefour …
Total spent amount of about $350-400. Well there still quite a no of things not brought yet.

More to come…~

At least we are more or less there already so did not worry…

Still far away, I still have 2 weeks to go so no worries.

Had a quarrel with him on Saturday.
Partly my fault, I couldn’t accept the way he is. The style of life he is but after some explanation to one another, everything went back to normal.
I am selfish. I always wants things to be my way. Haiz.
Stubborn stupid me.
He wants to make this last, I shall try hard to.
Can i? I doubt myself.

>> Training

Tired.
Training been okay. 7km I took about 47mins. Wahhaha super long but great achievement for me because I had improve and run along with the two guys. In between lost some steps and was behind them but good thing I caught up with them..muhahahaz ** pats pat on my shoulder…(“,) I shall train more and see how is it.

Fallen asleep while I was waiting for dad to finish work. Wanted to finish the design of my invitation card and the banner but I was just too tired.
Thanks to aldwin he offer to print for me. In olour and A3 form which save me quite a no of money. thanks.

>> Mt ophir / Kinabalu.

After chalet I ll save hard for Mt Ophir or Kinabalu trip. Yeah!! I am going ..wahaha~~

Enjoy the view there. YESH YESH !!!

Wahaha so high hope it wouldn’t disappoint me again.

Ah sam !! faster fixed a date I wanan go !!!

Takecare friends. Love and miss you guys lotsa!!

**hugs..

Where were you when skies were grey
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