vexed up.

i wanna go to e beach n SHOUT OUT LOUD!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

feeling so lost and helpless.

i feel like crying.but knowing that crying wouldnt solve my problems.i htink i having a emotional breakdown.

he discrimated me.
ytd i made the effort to go fuotang yet i gt discrimated again.
discrimated by other pple discrimated by own family.
every you guys have to do this to me?
do i derserve it?

my heart was longer there.you were right by saying that.
it has long lost. it jus that you didnt notice it. it not im lazy but if you force me more the more i dun wan to go.
dont try to conclude me by what you think.you are totally wrong.

went dbl O last night.the place is small but drink are bloddly cheap.
went with a empty stomach that made my head spin like crazy.
Drinking is bad
drinking make ya urine sink.
drinking make you shit dman shitty..
but sitll i cant stop myself from, drinking.
jus wannas immune myself.

i cant find my directions in life.
e next route in life is unseeable.
i dun expect much.sometime all i was its just purely laughters, emotional support.

nothing else.......

gone