“She don’t need to buy herself, she just have to wait for people to buy for her”
This sentence hurt me. It really hurt me.
Were you trying to pity me?
Were you trying to say I wait for other to spend money on me?
A simple sentence like this hurt me. It hurt me although I din really show it.
I am not this kind of person.
I am not this kind of girl.
I never have this thought.
I will buy the things I like but it just the matter of time.
I am poor. My pay is so low I have limits. Family expenses….enough to take always half of my pay.
I am looking for another job don’t you think I don’t want to buy those things that I like?
I want to own those stuff too.
I believe it’s just a matter of time I get it.
If I cant get it then never mind. I will just envy the things.
There no compulsory that I must get it.
Haiz.
Was the Nano a gift that you trying to show pity on me?
I should not have accept.
I should not have accept this birthday gift… right?
Haiz…
How I wish I can just spend money on the things I like without thinking..
How I wish I can just eat like nobody business.
How I wish I can just hang out with friends at café neeedtheless to worry about the expenses…
Haiz.
I have to stop buying things and go out lesser else, my next month hospital bills going to kill me moreover I still have my course fee to pay and my debts…
blogged on monday
Where were you when skies were grey
8/15/2006 09:12:00 PM <3
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