眼睛好痛…
眼泪在也流不下来了..干了…
不想在这样下去…
谢谢你的那些话 …让我的心破碎
**Wanted to type this whole blog in Chinese but I am far too bad in my pinyin..
I guess Chinese is better to express what situation I am in. well never minds. =)
Thanks for those words that made me ended up in tears.
Thanks for breaking my heart into billions and million of pieces.
When you start telling me all those stuff, I knew your intention wasn’t to ask me out to have a meal or shop.
You first sentence hurt me, nevertheless to say, the rest of sentence hurt me more.
It ended up that my heart was tearing..
I thought I was okay until you went on….
I chose to walk away because我想你要说的话也should be there le. I get what you want to say…
I didn’t want to hear you say anymore.
I didn’t want to break into tear in front of you..
I am so silly…
Once I step out of Suntec tear rolled again. I broke into tears as I stood in the middle of the road. Pathetic me.
My mind was in a blank I wish ZZ have stopped me from meeting him.
I wish there is someone shoulder there for me to rest on.
At that point of time...erm I don’t Know how to say my feeling too. Didn’t know what to do...Totally lost...
ANNOUNING THAT MY HEART IS DEAD….VERY DEAD.
Called up AH and A see if both them want to have a meal at marine. Luckily they were okay with it and they was like kind of nearby.
Dry up my tear and went to meet them.
After 3 days of empty stomach, I finally had my dinner ---> Chicken chop with both guys.
Walked around before I headed home. I didn’t want to follow them to suntec again partly my shoulder was hurting la.
Brought myself two top, a present for ZY, a bag and some necklance
….yesh necklance that goes with my clothes hahaz....
Ai Mei de wo~
Will post up pics soon~
I am alright after a sleep.
I filled my room with lavender armory.
I got lots more meaningful things to do.
I no longer have the hope in me.
Everything dashed.
My heart has been broken and shattered into many piece. Who will piece them up again?
Every sat I will be instructor for the tree climbing whereas Sunday I be at ECP lifeguard hut for the rest of life? No not life..erm which words should I use?
This will be for weekends. Until I found a bf? Hahahaz. We see to it.
I will remain the cheerful happy me. No worries friends.
Stand by me okay?
Be there for me can ma?
Anything I be always here. A call or sms away. =)
Early in the morning in office, I got a cut on my small toes and wrist.. it is bleeding like hell. No med no wash no plaster. It is bleeding profusely.
So many blood..Whoo~~ any vampire wants my blood?
Ouch ouch!! It hurts lei..
No more sandal or heels at works.. I need shoes SHOES !!!
Where were you when skies were grey
7/24/2006 11:15:00 PM <3
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