Time to blog..!
Lot of people has been telling me how great their trip to oversea was; what they did during their oversea trip; the places they visited; the places they had great food; great spa and stuff. Telling me, they enjoyed so much…
Stop telling me I am not interested. Yes I am jealous every one of you can go for oversea trip as for me I never have a chance to go overseas trip. Even my family, so far those oversea trips that they went they din even bring me along. Repeatedly I am being left alone; staying at ah ma house.
I hate this kind of feeling. Yes I know you guys have great experience I want to listen, and wonder how dream is it. Nevertheless, I hate the feeling inside me.
I am being contradicting I know. Suck up!
Stop asking me along for oversea trip with you people. You guys know that I cant go for oversea trip my parents don’t allow me to go yet you guys kept telling me how great how great is it. stop it would you guys? You people are blessed with freedom and money I am not so stop asking me; telling me.
I wish I could go for holiday with friends. Go enjoy go walk around and see how other countries is like…go experience the life other people is going through. Go purchase some unique stuff ………………………………………..
Experience what you guys have enjoyed…experience everything myself ……………………………………………………………….
Freak!
Can someone feel the way I am feeling..
Whatever…
Friday is approaching... my exam is dawning nearer and nearer. There plenty of butterflies in my stomach, I am so scared frighten. What will happen? Will the examiner shoot me scream at me when I do not know how to answer?
I have been having night mare about my chalet and exam. Haiz. suck up..really suck up..
Can the sky drop dwn $1000 for me to shop shop shop buy new clothes buy a bag buy makeup…buy buy….
I’m dreaming..AaaaaRrrrrrrrGggggggggggHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……………..
Should I go or should I not.
I always has the mind set to go once its like a one time thing should be happy that I grad from that school le. All my hard work that I have put in has pay off.
but now
Most likely not going for graduation. Damn freak out when I saw it.
Couldn’t believe what other told me until I saw it myself.
It so unfair. Nothing is fair in this world.
Why can’t some good thing happen to me?
Freak ass. Stupooooid…
If you say then do it..
Whatever.
Doesn’t matter.
Too late to do anyting.
Nothing can be change too.
Not going to accept it. Not going to change it.
What else can I do ? remain LL.
Where were you when skies were grey
5/23/2006 09:53:00 PM <3
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