my shoulder pain is back once again.
the whole side of my shoulder went numb.i cant even move my hand..wahahahz.
mummy was trying to save my shoulder. saying that i din watch out of my shoulder.din tk proper care n stuff..well.
worse to worse my whole shoulder will get numb ;cant raise my hand; cant move lay on bed n stuff..well im prepare..l0lz..
came backie home early.i was sooo tired.
tired of the tons of work that was bring throw to me.
im like the left hand of dad. if i dun help him noone gonna help mi..so frenzz please dun ask mi to leave dad company. i got my reason..
i had a gd talk with mummy jus now..
it been so long since i last talk to her.whenever im backie home she be aslp coz she gonna work.by the time i wake up she has gone for work.
haiz.there smtin that i have to learn to understand. thing din that simple as i see..things are complicated but yet i dun stand in dad point of view so i cant understand..chiam! sound so diffcult to understand..nvm i understand can le..
watever it is i try my best and go on..
applied for a off for this sunday job. i guess i nid a day break.the fever n flu in me is still there..i nid to get well soon and go on..
thanks A and the rest for your encouagrment listen to me instead of pulling mi down making mi feel more upset..thanks. been thinking these few days..i think i will take watever jobs as it goes.
thanks for wanting to clear my debts for me..thanks i appreacite all ya help.but then i think i can solve it myself.
i gonna solve the probs as it come ya..im grown up le..gonna learn n tk things as it come..
still thinking if my 21st birthday chalet goes on..
gonna give aunt a ans weeks later.. to confirm the booking and everything..haiz..
gonna stop here..tml then blog more ba..
kept telling myself to blog more yet each time when i blog i didnt know wat to say..haiz..
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mayb we could give it a try??
Where were you when skies were grey
5/04/2006 11:05:00 PM <3
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