As I stare at the clock, my eye followed the minute, the second hand as it goes, the ticking of each move could be hear clearly. Its 9.18am, the fax machine isn’t moving which shows that there aren’t any works for me.
Most of the paper printed was quotations which aren’t my job.
Yawn! Tiredness is written on my face.
Here I am rotting in the office. I hate this feeling where I look so free, tired yet cant sleep.. Haiz.
Phew! There is this housefly which keeps flying around me. So irritating. There aren’t any food in the office why is there a housefly?? Can someone tell me why? Why?
Argh!! Argh!! I am so bored.
I must love my job.
I must love what I am doing.
I must love everyone in the office including that idiot. He is doing things that irritate me.
The way he does things is so slow, in the sense that at the end people is doing for him instead. Damn tulan. The sight of him makes mi want to kill him. I complain to mummy every single day. He would be staying in this company for long; I guess I just have tolerated awhile more. Yes a while more. I will...
It 4.20pm now. I can’t wait to meet those guys tonight.
Yc has arranged for a dinner and clubbing meet up but i doubt a lot of people will come. Expected. I would hope for much too.
Sometime it takes two hands to clap you get what I mean?
We keep calling people out yet they keep coming up with lame excuses and push us away..Sooner or later we are hurt and tired; we no longer want to do it again. It hurts. Yes it do hurt us. We put in effort yet they don’t.
Someone told me life is like those friends are like that. But I do see some other friends they are very united very “together” very on; maybe fated I don’t have the chance to meet this type of friends. Got to face it. =)
I no longer be bother by those who reject me or don’t bother to turn up.
No point getting upset because life still goes on, the moon and sun still revolve around the world. Nothing will change because of this.
I always thought I am a very active outgoing person but recently I found out that it’s not true. I can be very active at sports and doing stuff. if I were to do a thing I will show my determination and complete it . Just like I told myself if I want to do it I will definitely do a good job.
After I came to work, I guess I have change a lot. I no longer like before talk a lot, smile like nobody business… is this change? There are some stuff I have yet to change.. I need time I am a human too.Lolz.
Point forcing and calling them to go again and again, it so tiring. Without them every single thing still goes on.
Am I growing up ..ha-ha why am I saying all these..
Tomorrow another holiday. Its Vesak day... Muhahahaz I am going to cycle at east-coast park tomorrow and then visit ah ma.. I miss her soooo much I haven’t been visiting her for quite a long time that because I been working all day long 7 days a week. All we do is like check out each other life through msn or phone. =} **muackzz...Love you Ah ma. It mother day this coming week so I guess I will treat mummy and ah ma to some good food. Lolz. Isn’t it great? Lolz... Will take lot of pictures and post it in here. Wait for my pics...=)
Enjoy the holiday friends…
Where were you when skies were grey
5/12/2006 12:36:00 AM <3
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