there sm tin wrong with the display of my blog ..but still im going to blog..
good new! i might be able to go for lifesaver exam this coming may..erm wish mi luck pple..
going brush u[p my skill there are still some stuff which i still cant maaster it..
im going to buy a swimming costume so i can swim more often rather then worrying tat my costume might nt dry the nx day..
need to get a swimming cap...n a water bottle..
my water bottle has been with mi for like 6 years le..gonna rot le..lolz..nid a new one..
had a bad gastic today..haiz.
actually it came back to hurt mi for qute some time le
i told it was okay but then it hurt till i cnat even walk..
bad right..told myself agian n again im gonna be a gd gal n eat my med..yet..
ya i din..too lazy ..din wan to tkcare of myself..
think more clubbing more drinking will solve the gastic ba..
i'm crazy..
work been okay ...after work been going swim training..else hang around..
nothing much..
i being to lose trust in my frenz..
i always tot they understand me..
always tot they be there for me when i need them.
i always tot they know hw i feel at time..
i always tot they made mi put my full trust on them..
i always tot ....
i always tot....
i always tot......end up i think im wrong..truely wrong..
they are always there to make fun of me...im tired..very tired..
i dun wan to entertain anyone anymore..i hate it...it getting worse inside me..anyoneknow??
im tired of listening to theit problem..im tired of lendin them their ear..did they ever listen to my problem?? my side of view??
they are always thinking of themself..they nv hear me out even they say they wan too end up they are always talking abt themself..
more...............more.......
i dun wan to uttter any words anymore..im tired..
we agree on this n that..end up????
it time to be independent..stop relying on frenz...one day they might left you....so mightas well leave them now rather then by the time they dump u ...right??
too tired to carry on..i should concentrate more on my stuff ba..
suck up life.pissed off..
i wish i can c the true side of fren.z..ya true frenz....
Where were you when skies were grey
4/06/2006 08:55:00 PM <3
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