suppose to be ytd entry....
This time round im really sick. Very sick very serious sick.
I’m so tired that I think I can sleep continuously for 3 days 2 night.
I feel so weak. My body hurts after the gym session -- yesterday morning.
It hurting me like hell especially my shoulder and chest part. I think I have over train myself.
I’m having flu having sore throat now. No fever. So sick. The feeling is so yuck!!
All I want to do is to lay on my bed and sleep. As the air from the air con blow onto me I’m freezing cold, so nice to sleep but haiz can’t sleep in the office. ARGH!!
I knew him not long ago. When I first knew him, we went here n there meet up go have fun and stuff. Eventually something happens to his family we eventually stop meeting. We didn’t even chat on phone like before. No even in msn maybe it because his com broke down? I am not sure. He does use his sister com to come online but still…..
The distance between us grew wider. The gap is so wide that nothing can make one cross over. When I told him this all he say was he is busy between hospital and work. No friends msg him. Leaving alone is also the same like that. Well as a friend I am always here for him does he know? Does he appreciate? He can come to me talk to me and stuff. Did he? NO. Was it he dun wan to say or? He finds me a kpo person? He didn’t want any more friends?
I try to help as much as I can. I believe those who know me know my personally. But why? I don’t know. I’m just being upset. I hate to see him like this. I still remember when he was hospitalized that particular week, each time I visit him tears rolled continuously. It hurts me so much to see him like this. But anyway it over. I am silly I guess…
Maybe he is trying to not mixed around with girl because of his father doesn’t like it. But then it so unfair right? I don’t know.
Family is the most important thing for him now, not friends. Even friends die also don’t care coz family is the closest thing the most thing that must be treasure tell me am I right?
I hate his attitude towards girls by saying that there no girls in SG that can care n whatever for a guy.Haiz...i hate him…
He made me like and hates him so much at time. Made me feel so lost at time. I try to help but each time what I get it shit. Try to care for him yet he doesn’t even reliease.
Well since he like to spend his life alone then go ahead. I don’t bother don’t care. Here my attitude again…= (
He did tell me he wants to live like a normal teenager. Who don’t? I really want to help him. But end up with these shits I guess there nothing I can do. Just leave him alone in his own world as long as he is comfortable with it then im fine.
……………………………….hai I want to go out play..ARgh!!
Where were you when skies were grey
4/26/2006 12:14:00 AM <3
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