so disappointed..with myself..the present i receive last birtdhay broke off..the diamond on the necklance went missing. i tried so hard to find searching every where but i cant find ..haiz..so upset with myeslf..i shoould have tk good care of the necklance haiz..
been upset..so upset..sianz..i treasure it so much yet end up losting it..sad...suck up..
went pub-bign last night.thanks to Ray..thank ah without you noone can drive mi home..i ant go drink too..wanna drink to the fullest but was stop by yc they all haiz..im so upset with myeslf i dunno why i jus wanna drink drink drnink....carving for alochol..wnana make myself damn drunk..
went clubbing pubbing chalet..bbq ....play drink....bbq chalet clubbing..here n there...swim basketball swim basketball....non stop..the onli time i stop is when im slping ba ..lolz...
gonna go back to the early morning of waking le..i gonan wake up at 630 from tml 0nward..yesh..tml is my FIRST day of work no more play le..lolz..but still there are plan la..lolz..wed fri i hv training straight after work got to chiong dwn lo..sat sun swim basketball go outba...clubbing lolz....
erm for the nx few wkend gt clubbign session haha chalet ...hahahz..gonna tired myself to the max man lolz..why m i doing this ?? i dunno too...
erm ...im tired every tired..but why m i doing this to myself?? i donnno t00o..dont ask me...dont ASK dont..
im worry of my life ahead...worry very worry can s0meone tel mi wat to do??? im lost worry ...im sick very sick mentally sick..physially tired...h0w??h0w??
im carrying a fake myself around..tierred...hiaz...
dont think so much le..im holding as much jobs as i can nw...earn lotsa lotsa moeny...save them for the thing i wan..i will i can do it de.!!!
Where were you when skies were grey
3/05/2006 08:56:00 PM <3
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