im at my down period of times.have a urge to kill me..
wanna go end my life..
im kind of upset.very disappointed with myself.
@work im kind of slacking since there are no work..other slack and is happy but for me i m slakcing relaxing yet i fel so stress up..why is it so .i dunno myself too.
nv wanting to talk these few days. neither do i utter a word to yJ. hardly open my mouth. i dunno what to say also. just been quiet i guess. acting c0ol..hahaha funny??
i cnat even bring myself to smile nw.
*peel myself an orange*
haiz..sddenly i think of jeff..i dunno wat the hell bring mi to think of him.suck up isnt it..
wanted to go play basketball today.msg manfred msg xiong none replied..im so uspet where were u guy when i need you..where????where????
wat fren for i wonder...
can someone just slap mi or find my own soul n return back to me...
gOd, bless andy..tml he is going for sky diving..bleses him..let him enjoy and nothing happens. i was quite worried when i know that on the 7 jan 06 there are two person who died of sky diving..god bless him..tkcare of him watch over him...thanks..
i hope you hear me..
i hate you andy ihate you dun tell mi hw much u enjoying there..because i envy you so much you are so blessed.u enjoy surfing sky diving surface dive n more...dun shrae with me u stupid dude..
dun tell me anything i dun wan to know u made mi so envy of you...
tear was rolling down my cheek this afternn when i chat with you..
i hate people telling mi there are flying aboard .. i hate sending people of at the airport.
eveyr one around me is traveling around includeing my sis..when is my turn
i hv long been awaiting.....
i hate everyone..
im trying so hard to be a cheerful gal im trying so hard to smile whenever i go..
im trying so hard..
im tired....really very tired...
leave me alone...noone care about me..noone bother abt me
noone like me..noone love me...
go away go away...
"Angels brought me here by Guy sebastian"
Where were you when skies were grey
1/11/2006 10:44:00 PM <3
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