stil being very upset.nid sm time to cool myself down to calm down i guess.
tera no longer flow down coz im too tired of thess stuff..
went library striaght after work. i din wan to go hm. wanna do reserach but up stoneing more than i do research..everythign came to my mind...everyhtign flooding mymind..making my mind os full that there is no brething place at all..
mit AH..he lend mi his bag..it damn big lo..
the black bag that army guy carry ...the bag that they carry when they POP...yeah that kinda bag...dman big lo...big enough to put my everythign inside i guess..v nice of him to lend mi..
came hm tking cab..coz noc hoice it kinda liek 930 le the there was no sign of bus..
sianz..the moment i step into hse a voice sayed: " crazy ah bring such a big bag hm..r u insane?"
it was u guys who wan mi to move out it was u guy who dun allow mi hm..it was you guys......these was the thought i hv in my mind..i din say out coz i nkow i ll nv win them..its 2 vs 1.. im upset.im lost.dunno wat to do ..after all those rubbish i finally said " dun worry i ll aks my fren to drive mi n my stuff there.." they shut up...but soon ebfore i came out of shower they nag again..this n that this n that..so fan..aRGH!!
end up i cant find a fren to drive me n stuff to cck..im still lookin..any kind soul?? help???
ll start packing this wkend ba..coz fri i be havign my presentaiton i nid to prepare man..tml is the day i can prepare then fri morn 10 to 1030 will b my turn to present le...haiz hope everythign go well...pray hard for mi..thanks!
when sm fren get to know wat happening they cares alot for mi..thanks!! thanks adrain thanks AH..thanks guys...u two shower mi with care n stuff thanks...
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"why cnt u guys trust me"..
"if u guy were to let mi stay at hm then it will save all thes troubel right"..
im speechless i dun wan to say a single thing..tired..very titred...
i jus have to accept the things as it goes..no way of changing so to accept....
wat the F&*%)@..
haiz..
can good luck come my side for a moment???please???
gg slp le..im tired...v tire.d..night..
Where were you when skies were grey
12/07/2005 10:58:00 PM <3
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