it been so long since i last blog. im totally wore out..
i need some fresh air. been cropping up in company. siting there e whole day doing report.
i need my friends...where r they..
tears rolled down im damn upest.i miss those time where we will mit up on fri n go pub to drink..i miss those time we hang out late at coffee bean on sat night...then went ecp cycle in the early morn..the grp of fren where we are united being together..haiz..where r they..
i wna them back..i dunno why the distance between us became far apart..they seem like the bubble in the air...in a blink of eye..it ll jus disappear..
i miss those life.. im really tired very tired..i nid some life man..where r my frenz??ZZZ the group of fren...zzz the crowd.......of frenz..
suddenly i feel very lonely..
was on the bus today..saw alot of couples..
i sudden tot of loking for a boyfren...im NOT despo ok..
jus tot ... of geting a bf
a sporty boyfren
a tan boyfren..
a boyfren who will be ther ffor me..
can ma??
im tired..
i stil cant get him out of my mind..
here wat my fren said.." u cant evenr forget him, how to go into another new relationship?" he was right?? i dunno
i jus miss those time.. u egt wat i mean?? mayb u nv..
he fetch mi from sch each day..pei mi through the hard time...through the time when i was doing my project when i wa shaving my common test..he drive mi hm drive mi to sch...fetch food for mi wkend we will go swim run sentosa everywhere.. we are toegther...enjoy each other compnay u egt wat i mean ma?? mayb noone understand..
i wanna this feelign back.. i miss him..i misss those time..
i was do devoted into it..yet..
i dun wan to say le...this is the last time i going to say this..i dun wan this tin to remind or come back to my mind le..im gg to do it..i ll...
confidence seem lacking in me..i dunno why
i envy her...everywkend i can c her miting up with her bunch of fren...here n there..alot of fun n laughter..
iw an that too..
what the hell got into me??
where is the yuehui that i usde to know...haiz....
im getting depression....
Where were you when skies were grey
12/03/2005 12:10:00 AM <3
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