im backie..
another 3 more days 2005 be endin.here cum 2006.
another brand new year ahead of us.any plans?
i made a few promises to myself.sm things that i must fulfil.
1)i wanan change my outlook.
2)be a gal who is like by pple.
3)stop by stupid f*** atttitude
4)work hard earn more money;work towards my dream.
5)find my boy..can i?
beside all these there are stil quite a few thing that i want to improve myself.a few things that i wish for n i want to own them.all these motivate mi to move more work hard.
let take a few step back..
it was christmas. i was planning to go clubbing on christmas eve.but the plan din work out i stayed at hm and sleep instead.that particualar xmas eve i slept at 11am.sms kept coming in i ingore all sms n call turn my hp to silent mode and there i go into my dream land. my parents was too surprised..lols.i was tired i need a good rest man..
woke up on christmas.stil tired muhaha..hw much slp do i really need? i myself dunno to.
washed my clothes.sweep mop the floor.showered and there i go ..out to orchard.
we agreeed to have lunch at suntec food court.i miss the western there. end up i din eat western ooz i wanna save moeny and moreover the western wun make mi fulll.so not worth it lo. eate nasi lamak n end up not finished it. i was too fulll..
i think because of the coconut i keep goign toilet.throughout the whole day i was unwell but kept in silent.i din wan to spoilt the mood..i ensure n visiting the toilet so often tat i told 'em i drank too much water.and coz of pms.
went shopping frm suntec to orchard to somerset to ps and then to bugis..
the main purpose was to find sm suitable clothes for mr heng.he nid a change.
i was busy looking at my clothes instead of his muhahahz..brought a top for msyelf coz the one i was wearing spoilt le muhaha need some sewing. next we proceed on to mr heng clothes.lolz he look great in those youngster clothes..lolz why do i say youngseter..
he is always in those black top ..polo t n t shirt..those dun make him stand out at all..he is 22 he has to make himself yyoung u see. we started shose top for him then bottom.he was toally cool in them ..wihtout hestination he brought them all..he has no objection coz he say he trust us..muhahahz.there was this top that he tried that make mi laugh til my leg are as wobbly as jelly lol..he look so weird in it.the moment he step out i was liek laughing so loudly muhahahz..sorry ah cant control myself. he is lack of dressing sense ba. i think im also ..lol. a brand new him in the year 2006 lolz..we look forward to more shoppign trip after we have save engh moeny lolz..
wanted to visit Jaime at tiong barub..he is working there.but by the time we finished shopping it was like 8 9 le..it was time for mi to go home you see.so cant go down.miss himever since our last exam ended, we din see each other at all. Sianz..i wanana go ice skating. was talking to him last night. he is still doing well..great! CT coming i wish u all the best in ya CT ya..score well wor..
ohya my xmas present haha i ll take frm u sm time..haha i simply love gifts...
ohya talking about xmas gift.i receive a limited cup frm mr heng.a top from ZZ.n ....no more le..
1st time im receive xmas gift lo.hmm ohya n a photo frame from magrat aunt..thanks aunt!! i miss ya..those time when we were enighbour. each day at 6pm u ll walk pass us.smiling at us.n at 8 in the morning, u will set off to work. ever since u moved away our level been so quiet and also those stupid C**** pple stoel my shoes hate them..haiz....
the interim report have due.nw it time to chiong for final report.oh ya before i touch on interim report, ytd mr heng came my hm n hv dinner.declious was wat he said hahaz...sis was asking mi if he is my boyfriend.well no la..u think too much le..lolz..he is so skinny hahhaaz...but his energy is as stonrg as a bull lo...muhahhaaz
i was rotting ard last night.meanwhile waiting my hair to dry.i on my com n log into sch netowrk to view mywebsite. it jus suck im redoing tonight.with help of manfred hope he can help ba..hate mywebsite.gonna edit evryething.i ll do a better one.
saw her report.nothgin mus top std but okay la nt many pages..
saw another her report.hate her.thing i ask she doesnt share.to much.. i dun wan to talk much here..was tearing last night..im such a loser..
mr heng n man was ther eto comfort mi thanks man...now i knew who my fren n who not...who is worth my frenship n whos not...
i hv to learn not to compare.i hv put in my best effort le therrefore i would jus dun bother about other le..but each time i told myself thati still fall n compare..why i dun understand ..hate myself
i really need to stand up. i need to learn hw to stand not and not to compare other with myself. not to think that everyone is doing better than i do...doing well scoring well n nt mi..haiz why cant i do such a simple stuff?
any fren can stand by mi n help?? wat should i do...
i wanan do so much thing now..i wanna go kbox sing.i want go ice skating go ecp cycle..faster finished up my thing so tat my mind is at ease when i go out..so that i can have a great chinese new year which is comign soon in abt a month.. can all these be done...
anyone of u interested?? let mi know..tag mi!
where is the great crowd of fren that i used to hang out with ...
today YJ birthday! happy birthday gal..enjoy ya day..=]
gonna finished my monthly report will blog tml i guess...cya..*hugs**
Where were you when skies were grey
12/28/2005 01:42:00 PM <3
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