im freaking upset..ever since i nkow my family lfying off without me..im upset..yesh i did encourgae them to go..i told them to enjoy themself..smile seen on my face but stil inside mi im freaking upset..they are preparing for their luggage...things they need...excited abt their trips n stuff..
deep in mi ..im tearing..or in real fact im actually tearing..i hate it..
i m force to move back to cck i have to bring every single thing back..there..
im nt allow home..they willlock the door with extra lock not allowing mi to come back hm..they are afriad of mi bringing fren hm to party to have sex n stuff..stupid stupid stupid..whyc ant u guy have trust n faith in me..i wun do such stupoid things coz i dun wan to face any blody shit punishment or watever.
they jus dun trust me..i have so mnay thgin to bring over..my clothessss.....ya clothesss itself alot le..my swimming stuff coz i b havign training...my hse wearing clothes my books...my laptop my external harddrive my everything..i mean EVERYthing..my hair cream my body cream my tooth brush my everything... i been a long time since i move tback to cck..im nt really yet..my everythign is here at hg..it kinda weird..la..i duno la..nnoone can understadn hw i feel..
dad kept talking feng liang hau...im so freak up with him..im liek go la go la..dun nid care abt mi la..i ll tkcare of myself....shit off lo..haiz..
at cck no internet no life no cook nice food no frne...i nid pple to accompany mi to dinner i nid internet..haiz or should i go MIA........
Where were you when skies were grey
12/06/2005 11:01:00 PM <3
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