[a entry i wrote a few days back but forget to blog...lalalaz..]
Life goes on but just because I remain silent doesn't mean that everything's alright cause nothing's gonna be the same again.
i quote it from a fren blog..
well it really turn..thing might nt be always okay whenever i say "im ok...ok"..
things really turn out bad..im tearing..
steps to my lifesaving is getting further and further from me.. my hope my dream scattered..into million billion of piece.. had trg last sat..i was totally a diff person.i couldnt get to swim well. coach was unhappy with me i think. dunno wat the hell happen to me lo. i din smile like before.it jus isnt me. i was upset about my family who was leaving oversea n im all alone. worse of all im to shift my stuff over to cck not allow to stay at hg lo..haiz... if im staying at hg stil nt so bad u see..hiaz...upset...
learned freestyle duirng trg i cant even made it through a baby pool... how to swim big pool..
called coach to confirm if wed im suppose to go trg but he was like " r u sure u wanan come for trg.." mayb i was too sentitive i think he thinks i cant make it ba..haiz..
im shifting over on sat..after my trg in sch..suppose to shift on thur but sm thing crop up la...haiz.. no internet over at cck..no life nthing..arGH!.. any fren over at west wan pei me??
Where were you when skies were grey
12/13/2005 05:08:00 PM <3
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