My wkend passed so fast. A blink of eye everything is over.
Friday – after work J came n drove me to town we had dinner together at Far East, shop there for a gift then we went separate ways.
Hurried home had my dinner, busy chatting n then prepare my swimming stuff n bag for tml jus in case I woke up late tml.
Saturday – woke up early in the morning for swimming lesson ard 745am.
Prepare and Set off to school. Was so tired but for my lifeguard cert sake I have train harder. Be more Hardworking. Everything ended ard 12nn. Hurried home and prepare for the chalet in the Evening. Suppose to mit okala 4pm at bus stop. Waited for him half an hr he din appear.
Called him thousand time no ans no sms either. I left without him hate waiting! Reached
The chalet and guess wat I was the first guest. Boring…there was no food no pple. Think
I was too early ba Sian. Left around 6pm. Coz was miting Andy and the other guys at
Orchard. Feel not v good coz my main purpose was to mit all the sec sch mate but
Then they will only be there around 10 plus or 1 2 am. I was like okay lo nvm. I was late
But Andy was like it okay lo hahaha.z we grab a drink at mos burger before we headed to
Boat quay to club. Sang at the pub as we drink. Drank 2 jug only.sianz. Thanks to J he
Came and drove me home. Else I don’t know what to do..
“Saw Him at the Pub. Fear Filled me. I told myself to be stable. I told myself not to bother Abt him. Nothing going to happen. I need to leave that place. That what I need to do
..Now yes now I need to leave that place now. ..”
When I tell u guys I need to leave now I have my reason ok.dun say much jus leave!
Please! It wun be wrong de!”
Sunday -- met JK at city hall ytd. He wanted to pass me my birthday present. Well this is
The 2nd birthday that I have receive. One from ZZ last night and one from JK. I have yet
To open the gift. Coz it likes I believe in opening the presents on the day of my birthday.
Haha weird me right? Clear my study table last night, to put my birthday presents. I do
this every year. Even if there no present I’ll do the same. Mayb there is this day where my Study table is full of birthday present! Muhahahaz *dreaming.
We went played bowling. I was like scoring Zero all the way don’t know what happen to mi whereas JK kept strike..hahahz.i was so
. Went to Ms to play well could c the happy grp of us which was once there to play …demin weili yc, sm and mi..But it over. Was at the same place the same bowling alley could feel the fun that we had the other time...*haiz.Left him to met Jeff at Chinatown for the collection of the SAF top. We din talk at all. Neither did he smile at me. He passes mi the top then he left le. Haiz why have we turn out to be like this? Haiz. I’m upset really v upset. Met families at Chinatown to shop n have dinner. I said something hurting..
“If only dad still have car we would have reach home le..” promise myself not to say abt the car thing to my parent le but still I don’t know why it came out form my mouth last night. Dumb me. They jus smile at me...*sob. Took bus n there we are... we home!
This is what he told me…the conversation between us..
Hmm it is true?? What are friends??
“few yrs back...i came to realized that the term "friend" is just a term used to group those pple you know yet don’t fall under any categories such as family, relatives etc...even if they met a few times or chat a few times but donno each other's name...they are still considered frenzmy definition of fren is 1 that's quite close to being a familyfren are pple who are there for u always care for u n stuff. I dun think I hc.I don’t know sometime I wonder if I have fren...what is pple fren definition...gd fren best fren buddies n stuff what are they lo.my definition is: frenz r pple who will b there for you to share ur joy n sorrows. to give u proper advice or solutions when u need them the most. yet, they don hav to be around everytime or often. the moment i call for them, they will respond to me. they will become the level right after family.the term "friend" has 2 categories to me:1. close friends / true friends2. hi-bye friends / for people you got no clue how to classify themyet, hi-bye frenz whom i don wish to mix with or help...strictly speaking, they shld not be considered my frenz at all...it’ll always try hard to group these pple as colleagues etc...for most pple i know in camp, i don call them my frenz...i call them as my colleagues. only a few I call them frenzthose I call them colleagues will have nth more to do wif me out of work...minimal or no contact or whatsoever once out of job scopethese are the stuff I learnt abt frenz...
when I was much younger I treat every1 as if they r my best frenzy...got cheated, got betrayed etc
besides family, frenzy wills b the group of pple who will determine how successful one will be in life
it's a matter of responsibility n principle”
make sense right? Sometime I wonder what fren definitions in me are.
What about you? What is F-R-I-E-N-D?
Overall Andy is quite a nice guy lo lolz. Tanned guy if only he is taller wow. then v shuai muhahahz. Miting new fren hoping one day I ll find my so called true or best frenzy .want to know HW the feel like. May the day come?
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“celebration at pub nx wk for ya birthday?” è
“hmm u plans o.k. I jio pple...”
“hw u wan it to be?”è
“I don’t know anything ba it been years since I celebrate the last time I celebrate seem so long ago think it was at ah ma house...”
“well okokay I ll plan n let u know ASAP let mi know the no of pple who is gg..”
“but this sat we ll have religious class...”
“we c again...” è
“can we play firecracker on my birthday?”
“that stupid ...”
“ok lo...”
“we c to it...”
Was talking to big bear last night. it almost a yr or plus since we know each other. fast right. can’t remember the date we know each other. No way to find out too muhahahaz.hmm let mark it as this birthday of mine is the 1 yr anniversary we know each other ba... muhahahz. He is celebrating for me ba I don’t know hahaz..guess it be fun man..lolz.
Ohya thanksgiving eve is on my birthday muhahaz...i should’ve double gift uh..lolz.
A lot of pple asking me wat I wan..there a lot of stuff I wan muhahahahaz..too many also too ex..muhahaz.
Look at my wish list in my blog located on the left column ba hahahaz..
Where were you when skies were grey
11/14/2005 02:11:00 PM <3
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