it been a long time since i last blog..been so lazy muhahaz..
last look back at wat happen...
last friday..
went town ZZ hold a early advance birthday celebration for mi at party world orchard.
was very disappointed.the pple that i wish they will turn up they din.there was not more then 10 people. lesser than that. upsetting.they agree they promise to come yet turn out ot be like this..ZZ frenz came late real late it was like almost ending. i was okay lo..
hmm actually their main purpose was to go there to c ZZ sis. everyone tot she was the main cast, coz she is pretty veyr pretty well dress up n stuff...everyone eye was on her. she sweet she pretty she wats so ever. damn upset im ugly i dunno how to drss up my dressing sense is out of order i know.. it jus suck la..despite of the uspetness i have in myself stil i act as if nothign happen...laughing playing ard....onli a few pics are took coz nooone wannna be the carmera man..this is the damn patheic outing n least pics i ever took..haiz...
complain complain!! but better then nothign else right??
okay la...everything end at 1pm..went hm slp!!
Sat wok eup extremely early for swimming lesson..
another disappointing lesson for mi..it was totally suck up...
my freestyel kick..i cant make it at all..the whole half lesson i was like having cramp all the way...i cant swim at all..n she is liek progressing very fast..
im a idoit..a slower...suck up with myself hate myself...cant help crying..
after which met ZZ SQ n gf at town for lunch. they wanna pass me my prensent i was okay..we went on our own way after lunch.. was loitering ard town alone..ZZ nid to bk in so i was like nvm lo..hate the feelin of being alone...
called AH out for cooffee n headed for religion class. slept throughout the lesson.. as usual muhahahaz..
sun..stayed at hm couldnt wake up early to follow mum dad n sis to do volunteer work.my body was aching liek hell due to ytd trg.. i was damn tired...went town in the last afternn with AH..thanks for his compnay else i b liek a iodit queueing liek crazy...it was so borign lo...
sign up a 2 yr plan n got myself a new hp hahahaz..nt bad la...paid 98 dollar for it..worth it?? i dunno lei..normal hp..
Tml my birthday le..not feeling happy or excited at all..i dunno why..mayb there so many dissappointment thigns that happen..well im getting old..i try my very best to look great!!! dun wan to let other look down on me...
AH jio mi for the 3 or 4th time le..haiz i dunno if i were to accept him or reject him...i no longer have the confidence to go into a r/s le..sorry no answer to ya question.
Where were you when skies were grey
11/22/2005 01:51:00 PM <3
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