Din blog for the past few days. Was very tired dunno why. Felt very tired. Gastic been following me everywhere. Been very uncomfortable but then I was like I still can stand it. Till last night..I couldn’t stand it anymore…no longer…this was wat happen. The moment I reach aunt house I was damn hungry. Took a bowl of rice and eat it. After I had finish, I was in pain. Real pain. Couldn’t stand up at all. Was bending till my legs are numb. Couldn’t walk at all. Vomit out water. I was in real pain. For hours thinking it is okay but then no. was send to the hospital clinic to c a doctor. There a lot of people lo.by the time it my turn I be dying le that what I told my sis…in deep pain was something which was not funny at all. It makes mi feel so dizzy.stupid gastic. Went to the doctor. Took a jab at my butt’s had 3 diff kind of med. headed home and slept... Was in pain argh!!!!!!Pain!!!
Doctor says that I have gastric uncler .this happen could be due to the stress I have else I cannot let my stomach go hungry else this will happen.
Feeling better now. But there still there is pain in me.
The stupid thing is that I am forever feeling hungry. So all I do is eat eat eat eat…im getting Fat FAT Fat Fat.!!! ARGH!!
Can anyone help??= [so stupid….
Today clean room training is cancel. So guess we gonna rot for the whole day...
Talk to AH jus now. He says he like me a lot. Wan me to be his girlfriend asking me if I can give him a chance...
Well sorry no answer now.
It been too long since im single. I have lost faith in relationship lose the secure in it. I have lost the confidence in going to relationship afraid that I be hurt again. Last night I was in tear all night. I was thinking Jeff left me coz I was in poor health. We were lucky that we din patch up else he will dump me again. If he was with me last night, he be damn regretting about the patch up. He be like wat the hell. He dumps me. I deserve it. Who ask me to be in poor health…haiz…I din wan it either. Who wants to be in poor health? I have been trying hard to take care of myself. Does u know that? No u doesn’t. as a outsider if u r my situation u will assume that I dunno hw to tkcareof myself I don’t know how to eat at time and stuff…but u guy nv put yaself in my shoes. I been trying hard to eat been trying hard to tk care of myself. I dun wan to be sick dun wan to be in poor health. Does u think I wan that?? Im the one suffering do u know??
Im damn freaking upset last night when everything came back to me. I was like wtf.
Can anyone open my heart?? Who is actually holding the key to my heart? But am I really willing to let him to open my lock? I dun seem to be interested in guy’s le.But all I do is jus a glace and it over I dun even want to go know the guy or get interested when I know there no chances at all. Dun wants to pin any empty hope. Im not a butch thank you I still like guys.
Looking forward to tml celebration organize by ZZ.but the problem is would mummy let me go out. Due to the case now. The stupid gastic uncler…damns it!!! ARGh!!!
Where were you when skies were grey
11/17/2005 11:21:00 AM <3
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