The first time he told me this…
“ u seem much busy then normal poly student.
wat r u rushing for actually?
u rush in academics cos of fear that u would lag behind others cna understand...but wat
abt other things?
u look like 24hrs not enuff to u lor...
while i see most poly students so relax...
don mind me say 1 thing hor...
i feel that u are a bee w/o aim...
u seem to lack a purpose in life
i believe u r juz keeping urself occupied to drown ur sorrows
then u r just avoiding ur problems...
u hav a strong sense of fear in u...
it's perfectly human to harbour fear...but there's too much of it in u and u mishandled it
u lack faith in pple around u
u feel extremely insecure
both with ur environment and pple around u”
I told yc about it..he consult me..he say that dun care about what other says jus move on..i agree I ignore what he say ..I was like please u dun even know mi well dun act as if you know me very long very well..today we chat again. I was being frank telling him what I feel about him..we will talking about smtin that lead to this..i forgotten..the conversation was in the morn…oh gosh I have a bad memory.. so I went on to ask about wat he see in me..think about me..Here what he say about me.
Well I accept all comment abt me..i wun tk it to heart as it was me who ask for the comment…
Let see what he says…:
“erm...allow me to apologize in advance in case i say anything which u may find offending to u..
.u r a nice gal...u hav ur own set of principles to live by
which i tink is goodbut at times u can b stubborn too...
u hav very high taste
perhaps, u donno what u want deep inside u
what u tink u want or look for is rather abstract..
.u don hav a clear picture of itwell...i may b wrongalso.
..ur not that happy deep inside u...
it's evident when u drink to drown ur sorrows
u fear lonelinessu feel very insecureu lack faith in almost everyone around u
perhaps, ur putting ur faith on ur material possessions...cos they cant betray uagain...i may b wrong
hmm...ur hardworking
very sporty
perhaps a little too sporty
mayb u juz wanna prove urself to the world that u r strong...i donno..
.but at least ur heading towards a healthy body..
.but contrastly, ur intoxicating urself wif alcohol etci tink u juz need some1 to guide u out of ur darkest times...
i'm not quite sure how true u find it...but at least those r wat i seeagain...disclaimer: no offence”…..
what do you guy think after reading???
its Monday ..once again got presentation n reports to get it done. it seem like nv finish..
last night was clearly my cupboard. Mum wanna me to throw away all my pri sec textbook workbook exercise book all the notes and ten yr series.. I was like what?? “You wanna me to throw away those books??” those bk followed me throught my grown up years..but if I dun throw them away ..there be more n more I dun hv space for anymore thing muhahah..no choice given…I manage to throw a number of them..ya onli a number of them muhahhahaz..saw sm toys which I used to left inside the cupboard..there are so many toys muhahhaa all my collection..wanna throw it away but then too ke xi le..might give away ba..
‘ll upload the pics mayb tonight…
Went national library last wkend..on sat.it was so co0l..the lift the scenic the garden n stuff…a nice place to tk pics..i promise the nx trip I ll definitely bring my cam along.tk lotsa pics..nothign much this wkend …been rotting at hm coz no money le..i nid a part time job man!! Argh!!
Where were you when skies were grey
11/28/2005 03:01:00 PM <3
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