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Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri '06 to pplE out there!
yeah it a holiday..there kinda a few plan today..1st of all go ubin cycle then go bugis collect my clothes that i hv order, then go hg mall buy choco..end up...
All i receive was RUBBISH!!!! DISAPPOINTMENT!!
i wanna complain!! i wanna blog it out..i hv noone to really complain to..arGH!! ju sdun bother abt mi ..let mi say it out..
Rush hm after work ytd.was like loking forward to mit J; to go to the BBQ that he was talking abt..
over there, there be alotof pple.where theres laughter fun n most importantly we can make frenz..that mE!! i love crowd..i love lotsa pple being toegther to have fun and laughter..ya..!
i was thinking "wat should i wear later?? shorts? but wat top..." when i was a few stopas away from home, he msg mi saying that he be abit late, when he reach he will give mi a call. i was liek okay..came hm shower, pack my stuff into a handbag.chnage into shorts.almost 80% dress up n prepare the last mins he msg mi saying that he dun wan to go anymore.coz to the rain. but it was like onli dlizzing lo..wat the hell. i was damn tualn n pissed off at that moment. noone can understand my feeling i guess. feel liek bashing smone up. wat the point of saying sorry when u hv done it. no pt lo no nid to say sorry also u wun make mi feel go0d too.
he send mi a few msg i was like nvm nvm nvm nvm im okay..the same old sentence. wat the hell can i still say. im was mdan upset n pissed off.....wtf....
since i was dress up , i went to find Ed.they was ta the court playing volleyball. played along with him n his other 5 frenz. got hit by the ball ..it hitted on my head n my eye. i was like wtf. it was bloddly pain lo.no tear i told myeslf. i ear the pain for liek 3 hrs..my eye was damn pain lo..i think sm dirty stuff hav gone into my eyes ba. left them at ard 1030 n headed home.
actually i wanna mit S but then after sending a msg to him found out that he is wokring so no choice lo..damn suck up.
came home shwoer n here im siting in front of com.was chatting with sm fren busy calling to confirm abt tml pula ubin trip. jio ZZ along too.more pple more fun ma. was liek calling each other asking wat to bring n fun..was excited abt tml trip l0.
went offline started to pack my bag..making sure idin lose any thign out. slept at 3am..finally!
was half awake on the bed..*beep beep* there a msg but then i ingore it htinking it was the alarm. *~~~~~~* my hp rang.."hillo!!" it was J. he called saying that the trip is cancel. n they are going to mit later at pasir ris to cyel n play bball i was okay..
much later i receive another sms saying we be going ecp.. i finally woke up at 10 ..i receive another call sayi gnthat they are not gg. they are gg to ubin or elsewhere.
i was liek so F*** up.cant u guys make up ya mind.so fickle minded..i hate this kinda ple.
by this itme i was damn tulan!!! really pissed off upset!!!
"im not going.." i told him at the phone. "called ZZ saying its cancel
after wasting so much sms and call the trip stil din nt success. it a waste of money lo.saying it confirm confrim yet it ended up liek htis..wtf..!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!
so suai lo..
DM says that he wnan go bugis. ask mi to pei him.til nw it like gg to 5pm i hv yet to receive a msg from him lo..haiz..
im so upset disappointed pisssed off upset.wat the hell..wat are fren??? wat is all these shit stuff..
since that all the case. i took the iron board and start ironing..iron 6 11 jeans 2 short 5 skirt n 20 to 30 over top. scrub the walls..mop the kitchen...wash my clothes n tidy up my cupboard.
tired really v rtired at least i wun think of those f*** up stuff.
i really wana go out play lo.
im always making the effect to ask pple out all i get is shit areoplane rejection.. noone jioing mi out lo..im ugly i guess...i hv a loner..who has no fren...
aRGH!!!
hate all pple!! i hate you guys..u guys disappoint mi..make mi tear..i hate you!!!!!
dad was wokring on the com..i hv no choice but to wait for him to finish up before i can online.
haiz. im moody..so suaiz. so upset..
told big bear wat happen told raymond wat happen. din really tell htem the whoel story but onli part of it.. all the ans i receive was like
"wow lau why ya fren liek that de ?"
"why ya fren no ON de"
"why liek that. why u have these kinda frenzz.."
i gt nothgin to say..really nothign to say..
tired..real tired..after which when the rest msg mi hw my ubin trip i told them "good"..lying..but i m lazy to tell them wat happen..repeatinf mysel..im so tired lo..
im totlaly suck up!!!
Where were you when skies were grey
11/03/2005 04:04:00 PM <3