**A birthday celebration **
Date: è Sunday 20 November 2005
Venue to meet è 11.15am Somerset mrt control
Dress code è Nice pretty handsome
First place è Lunch Vegetarian buffet.
321 Orchard road #05-01/07
Orchard Shopping Centre
Singapore 238866
Tel: 62352102
Buffet time is from 1130am to 230pm.
Each person is around $15 plus service charge.
Plan after lunch.
è Visit esplanade library. Loan a VCD and a Room for movie.
è We will hang out at coffee bean to chat at the same time purchase a cake for them.
è Banquet of flower.
Yesh this is the plan which I have organize, a rough plan.
Started organized like 1 month ago. I am serious about this outing want to make it a nice one.
Was actually looking towards it. Wishing this trip out will be successful.
Wishing that it be a great chance that we can all gather together. Have fun and laughter again. The atmosphere that we used to have in sch.
Everything turn out to be a dream..Yesh a dream being burst in the air. no longer there.
Everything is cancel now.Cancel.double confirm. Its cancel.
Not angry but upset.
Was being push forward but then most can’t make it. Well. Fated ba. I hv no say. I don’t know wat to say. Being silence is the best. It just hurting but still I must act as if I am okay.
It a small matter right?
Don’t know. Feel like going pub drink. Has the drinking mood came and look for me?
Can’t imagine I used to drink; I love it so much.
Yes I love drinking making myself drunk. Making myself immune for that moment.
That particular moment where nothing is in my mind.
Despite everything will still be there. The problem will be left unsolved but still I will go drink.
Stubborn uh?
Haiz. Here a msg from a online fren.
“…..u got areo-ed by frenz, meeting new guyz yet missing e old1. Ur addicted 2 sports, gd but don over do it. Ur looking 4 love n companionship 4 sure. Ur nt alone. I guess u might have 4gotten my existence. I may juz b an average fren, but I may b able 2hlp. A little hlp is better then none. Ps: I’m still around….”
Thanks fren. I know ya existence. I know u here.
“Why do u hv so not “ON” fren?”
“Why ya fren all like that de?”
“Why ya fren all nt sporty not ON de?”
These are the question he asks him last night. I din know how to answer him. I was like I don’t know dun ask mi I hv enough le..
I love crowd love fun love laughter love being together. But then why do I hv fren ard mi who are nt like this? We are like a heaven and ground. Why?? Why??? Can someone tell mi why???
Is this fated?? Could it be changed??
Haiz. Dun wan think so much.jus want to get my work done.
Been slacking too much planning this and that.since everything is over le, I shall concentrate more on my work le.
è[…im Just tired…I wish to be happy for a moment...]ç
è[..Wanna keep myself busy so I wun think so much...] ç
Where were you when skies were grey
11/07/2005 02:31:00 PM <3
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