it been soo000 long since i blog...muhahah lasy gal..tired lei.
it been days since my birthday passed..
i wanna athanks those who have send sms greetting to me...qisheng.kevin.andrew. jerry.yonghcuan.shyuemei.jeff.andy.weiqiang.alfred.kiat siong.yongwei.Ah sam.Demeng.Micheal.Jason.Zhiyou.Guan.suhui.qinzhi.big bear.kelvin.ben.william.marvin.jade.larry.adrain.jansen.
thanks guys..i was so special that sm of u guy remmeber my birthday..
well greeting that i expect from sm other fren wasnt here..they din remember or was them too busy??im nt sure..but thanks!!! really v glad to c those msg..tHAnks!!
that particular day went to watch harry potter with AH. well a very nice movie..but he died...so happy exciting part of the movie end up upsetting..made mi upset too..dunno why after the movie i felt so down...he left to the toilet throwing mi alone in the threathe i was liek wat the hell...why cant we go out together and ogo toilet together/? well din go esplaner as planned..i wa stoo tired..i feel so down..all i wan was tto go home..walk down the town with him..
he liek me.he wanna mi to be his gf..but know wat ?
i rejected him totally..there is no chance betwween us at all..well he is a vegetarian like mi..but then no feeling u get wta i mean...wat the point of trying out yet there is no feeling..im tired..
Jeff left me...he stil live in me...im so miserable..i hate him..can someone get him out of my mind?? i hate him!!!!
after such a long period why is he stil in me?? part of mi...he left so much thign in me..i hate him!!!!
that night i cried...the one i liek dun liek mi the one i dun liek they liek mi ..why??
im not taking one as any replacement and i wun do that..coz i dun do that coz im YUEhui...
that night i msg Big bear..." could we try t?" i admit i liek him ba..but there was no erply at all...till today no erply nothgin i din wan to brign up that matter again... well since there is no ans then nvm lo..
im tired...dun wan to go after guy i like...im real tired..finding a bf n settle down so hard ma?? now i tell u really very hard when one like mi is not pretty...
but nvm lo..wat can i say...life being single is being great too isnt it.
i was like 2am that night when i open up all the gift...the one i love most wa sthe present form big bear i dunno why ..a necklanec..i open up n wore it..dun wan to say anymore...
DM gave mi a wallet...thanks..it nice... many many more present....
thanks guy!! love it...
its sat here im at hm..no mood to do anythign..i cant go on liek this..
ytd AH msg mi alot of stuff..i was liek wat u talking abt...
if ther is anythgin u wanan say go straight dun beat ard the bush...he was liek nothing..he din wan to say i guess.. or have i hurt him by rejeting him.
dunno dunnoo....why cant we fren..??
I can be a great fren i guess..but not a girlfren...sorry...
**still waiting for his answer..**
Where were you when skies were grey
11/26/2005 12:12:00 PM <3
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