went "aiwo" to collect my shoes n pay..$60..nt alot but stil okay ba..can pay for my bills..better then nothing..
which mean i gonna l00k for new jobs..
*haiz* who wanna hire maid to iron sweep the floor..hahaz..
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met JT jus nw..found out alot of thiings..
haiz..R was feeling very unhappy on the sta outing is not due to his tiredness of work..it because..he is jealous that his fren is wooing mi..
well jus wanna make myself clear..we r grown up adult le ba..shld understand r/s this kinda stuff..i din accpet u coz i dun hv feelign for u i treat u like a gd fren a brother u c..i dunw an to hurt u i dun wan to accept u coz u hv feeling for mi..im sorry if i cause so much unhappiness..
i din accpet X too..
i din aCCept G too..
i tot we five G X R JT n i have been always gd frenz..we been gd bball fren isnt that so.. but why...
m i really the cause of everyhtign ..the cause to make everyone so unhappy?
we 5 r gd fern isnt that so...it mean to be isnt it so..
but why u guys liek mi..it liek buddies fighting with each other over a gal not worth..
im nt being proud..but then i dun wan our friendship to turn out like that.
did my appear cause so much trouble i rather i disappear..
u guys been treati gmi liek a tom boy isnt that so..im rough patheic noisy at times..n many bad points..
hai zi dun wan to say le..
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attachment today was quite okay la...
slping all the way wahhahahahz..
wen comes to 6pm the time to off work..eveyrone seem happy but not mi..
i dun wan to come home..i dun wan ..been finding excuses to stay in sch or watever..
my fmaily suck...
many many thign happen..
im turnign crazy..
i nearly jump off the building..
wat the hell happen to mi..
im nt as strong as i think..
i have my own trouble too.
acting liek a clown cna be very tired i dun wan to act either ..but wat else can i do.
everyone jus c a different mi whenever im outside with them..wat abt the true yH?? where ..where is she??
haiz/
mayb i jus dun wan to brign my unhappiness to other ba.
i dunno..all i say is i dunno i dunno.
im tired.very tired..
where is S..i sms him yet he din reply..think he is busy ba..
did i really hv a crush on him??
he treating mi liek a sister ba..lolz..
**thinking too much**
sat ubin or ecp anyone?? go cycle go pinic...anyone interested let mi know ya..
thanks..i jus wanna go out..
Where were you when skies were grey
10/10/2005 10:08:00 PM <3
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