++…a conversation of the angel and devil in my body muhahahahahaz...++
angel : after a sleep every thing will go away. Everything be fine once I have wake up..
devil :end up you cant go to sleep the whole night. End up u was half awake half asleep. Kept waking up in the middle of the night feeing lost.
Angel: it because it was cold that why I couldn’t get into sleep.
Devil: liar. There are a lot of things in your mind that you are thinking about that cant make you go to bed.
Angel: well …*dotzz I am doing strong doing great. What else bothering mi lolz.i does everything for myself. For my own. Well… Treating myself good n stuff.
Devil: dun lie to yaeslf.comeon.you are torturing yaself. What for? U are living because there someone how u care that why u stand on stand put. Else I think u will have turn crazy or turn depress.
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Got nothing to do so try to type some crazy stuff lolz. Couldn’t get to sleep the whole night. Been waking up in the middle of the night.Sleepness night lolz.
Finished my report le.noone bothering about me.sianz. What will the rest of day be like? Oh gosh I dun wan to rot like this. Its kind of boring sleepy.muhahahaz. 17th week to the end of attachment hoo~
Well I always telling myself to be happy whatever is impossible I wouldn’t pin any hope on it coz it might turn out to be a bubble and the moment it burst u be crying about it. Thinking why it didn’t true out to be yours.
Whatever belong to you it yours. Whatever that doesn’t belong to you no matter how hard you try to pursue it will never be yours. Agree.
Yesh.! This is what I always tell myself but yet at this point of time. I can’t do it.im trying but it very kind of hard.
Words indeed speak louder then action. Get the meaning?
Jus recover from a hurt that took me so long but some hurt are never going to recover. Now another one but still can take it la not so serious. Hee~
Be the one who is yuehui and not the yuehui that people seeing the appearance and not the inner. That what yc said.
I am myself. Dun wan to compare myself with other gals. I am what I am.
Have more confidence in myself. Be a happy gal smiling all day long no matter what happen
That what I m doing now isn’t that so. Isn’t that good?
MY birthday coming muhahahahaz.another one month and 5 days.im just crazy duns need to bother about me.muhahahz.jus looking forward to the day. No matter how is it going to be I still look forward? Haha!
SQ suggest for a meet up this wed…still confirming.
Great!! We haven’t met for like so long l0…I look forward it. Hope it be a successful outing
*yawn* im falling asleep. I want go sentosa beach ecp kusu island pula ubin oversea. Help anyone.calling anyone….want to go?? Let mi know.
è ~~~ YuehuI you be fine~~~ you be okay ~~~ I really think so ~~~ç
Its 1pm just finish my lunch. He didn’t assign any job to us. Guess we be rotting again. So decide to blog.Very long blog but I have nothing else to do.
Message him to go for a swim but then he said that he has a eye infection maybe I should not take the first move. I’m so afraid I will lose a fren like this. Well think I just do nothing. **I be fine on my own no matter what life still go ones** agree? Wait till they needed mi or jio then we see.
Thinking to much or thinking too little muhahahaz =)
Here come the
he asks us to edit his report grammars. Shit man better then nothing to do.ha-ha~ ciaoz
Where were you when skies were grey
10/18/2005 02:13:00 PM <3
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