was sendin yc off last night..
have lotsa to tell him but nothing seem to come out from my mouth..
the mins he enter the custom sadness filled my heart..tear was welling in my eye yet stopping it from flowing out i dun wan the rest to laugh at mi..
we was waving at each other..
wishing each other the best before he enter..
miss him miss his voice his talkkative voice his disturbance..his "suaning" words..
hmm each day he ll call mi asking " r u okay"..today he din call coz its a 13 hr flight think he be busy n there wun be any internet conenction for him at the moment..well he din call mi today..miss him..kept looking at my hp today but haiz..
brought a empty batt hp out today..noone call i guesss nt much msg or call also..
went sentosa tanned..the sun wasnt bright n sunny..so not much of a effect..
was looking at the sky the sea..tear welled up again..i miss those happy time..
i miss jeff before we broke up we agree to come sentosa every wkend..it been some time we break up but stil i cant let go..
the ring he gave mi is stil on my finger..stil with mi..had a moment of tot of trowing the ring into the sea..but then i din bear to..
i just cant let it go..
saw him at sentosa//check in with him to the kampong chalet..
boring..no tv no sppon nothing..boring..small dark..eack!!!!omg..
leave ard 5 mit XM.brought a top n bottem at bugis total cost mi ard $50 ba..heart pain hahaz.
went hm stright after that i was tired too spend the whoel day at sentosa..from 10 to 5pm..
..saw jonathan n meixue on bus..surpries to c themm lolz..my secondary sch frens..
we din talk much hmmard 5 to 6 sentence ba..
was reading on the bus soon reach home..
had nasi lamak for dinner cook by my sis lei hahaz..nice nice yummy..well done sis...
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tmr plan to escape is canel..thank pei yi..
plan to watch the red shoes is also cancel..
so tml wat m i gg to do ?? ecp cycle?? or sentosA??both of it i be alone..
no diff
"god please let thing be better for mi..i ll appreacite it thanks!
Where were you when skies were grey
9/21/2005 10:00:00 PM <3
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