suddenly i feel very lonely..
im in the own world again...in my own own wonder land..
tear rolled down once agian call mi cry baby if u wan.
i dun care le..suddenly feel so lonely so alone..no frenz ard mi..
actually i might be appearing happy at most of the time..i might appear storng ok..but at time when none ard mi im v scare v lonely..
although exam ended..i promise myself to play play hv fun..enjoy but who is gg to enjoy with mi..noone..frenzz??
i dunno sm say they are busy
some say no money
some say wanna slp
some say too far..
some say they are sick of walking tired..
some say wanna spend their time at home..
some say they wan to rot at home
some say they wan to watch tv.
some say they wan to.....
they are always sayign all these..im sick..v sick i dunw an to hear this anymore..
im sick..v sick..
isnt fren always there for u..why other hv fren ard them n nt mi..
know why each time i go ecp..i go there to cycle n cry out..cry out everything to force myself feel better..
i spend time working working so to kill my time...actually i dun need to work at all..afterall if i save here n there its stil engh for mi de..
why im online each time..u think i hv alot of fren to talk to ma..no lo..
each time i online..noone msg mi..nooone chat with mi..hw to kill my time??
i ll go irc n rot there..
wat else can i do ..i dunno.im sick.
wat do i need? wat am i short of?
why m i do ing this n that..each tin tht i do has a purpose in it..mostly is to killl time dun think so much..
is my life so boring..no interest at all?
dunno..dunno..
dunno..
im died.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Where were you when skies were grey
9/18/2005 12:15:00 AM <3
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