im so tired..woke up early in the morning tidying my room cleaning every part of my room making sure there no dust..i do this every week but today i took a very long time to clean up wiping v single corner..
the onli reason why im doing this is coz my heart n mind is not right..has flown away..
trouble by the prob between jaime n mi.
i dun wan to give him any hope i jus wanna tell him let be fren n let go ou n enjoy hav fun..let the rest leave it to fate..
im tired..i havent been slping i was thinking abt this prob..im very tired..
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recently i been to places like suntec orchard cine...n places where jeff n i used to hang ard..i miss the time we spend together.i miss him.
i need someone to be here for mi
i need someone to be to dote on mi.
i need someone to be there to accompany mi
i need someone to be here to remind mi to eat medicine to eat my meals.
i need someone to be here to tell mi time to slp.
i need someone to be there to wait for mi outside sch n fetch mi.
i need someone to pei mi here n there shop shop.
i need someone to buy food for mi ...appear when i need him....
appear when i wake up..be the one to be there when i neeeded him..
i need..i needd...
haiz..
everything is over le..no point bothering it.
i told other i hv ald got over it i hv ald forget it i hv ald recover..
i hv ald ....actually im just bluffing..them deciving myeslf..
why do i hv to do this i dunno..i dun wan other to worry for mi..
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it been a long time since i set goals for myself.
it time to set a goal n achieving it..
im going to study xin li xue after poly.
i ll work hard earn as much money as i can..
enjoy as much as i can with my frenz..
fight for my freedom n have more time for my ah ma frenz parents..
i wanna work hard score well get good result n be damn proud of it..
i wanna be a nu qiang ren..
i need love too but then i leave it to fate.till i mit a guy who is fateful...
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Where were you when skies were grey
9/10/2005 10:10:00 PM <3
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