e briefing ended fast.we were busy chatting rather then listening to the lecturer who was talking.
it was boring..Ooooz..
hmmmhad a short breifing with mr.ng. went quite okay.the prob nw is tat im worries abt my result.if i fail i will have to stop attachment n repeat half a sem..haiz.
thinking of this make mi so down..
at one min they was saying they wanan go kbox another mins they wanna go skating..the intiial plan was gg skating..
well had a tough time deciding..we was kinda wasting time..for mi i hate it..once decide i ha eto chnae le..i ll stick to it..i felt as if wasting time.i was looking at them eating..
haiz..end up we went skaitng..
nt bad actually had jaime by my side..i was all the while holdin on to him..without him i dun think i can skate le..thanks dude!
fell down 3 time..one on my butt one on my spine and one on my knee..the knee was the most painful one lolz..red red but over all stil okat.was afriad my knee cap ll dislocate again ba..but stil okay til nw i stil can walk jum pn play..
we skate for liek 4 hr plus/...tired but enjoy..i was smiling to the rest all the while..encouraging them..deep in mi i din wan this..i was all the whiel acting..haiz..
afte skaint yc left jiam left we headed town..had dinner at ah-jen-san. @Ps there was no vegg there..so i hv to beat with my hunger..the rest had their food whereas i walk ard the mall.bored but wat to do ..i go their way..suit them ba..ever since i go out with them i try to suit them lo..i dun eat nvm de..i miss the time when i go out with QW n guys they die die ll find vegg for mi..die die ll force mi eat miss the itme we search for vegg..fun all the way lo..miss those time..it gone gone forver..it ll nv come back again..haiz..
weili join us..they went watch movie ba..im nt sure..i left partly i dunno wat to say partly im bored hnngry ba..i cant stay out late also..
wbefore i left we agree to mit tm 2m at ceni for movie the red shoes..
was glad the show i wanted to watch all along..happily came home..
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was talking to J..then came a beep from my hp..it from XM..she msg mi syaing she have smthing on tml..she miting us 6pm.weili cnat make it either the most 4 5 pls..left mi YQ n gf..i dun wanna be light bulb..
we agree din we..we agree with eah other..
we agree..why why always liek taht>??why always last min like that..always last mins cancel or last mins watever..v tired de..
wed im gg sentosa tannned..i dun carei ll go alone or watever..thur we agree to go escape theme park..i think it be either cancel or watever..i hv no hope thetripll be sucessfull..i hv no trust in this trip either last mins cancel or watever de la..
well dunno la..the most i......i ...........i......dunno..im bored..
haiz..
wanna go ecp they say far..go escape far..
go airport far..everything far stay at hm slp better m i right??
i know imcruel to say this but i really dunno im tired f pretending..pretendin im ok retending im suiting other..
where r my true fren..where is the true n trustworthy fren..when ll it apear?? im tired..god r u listening to mi..i dun ask for much..can u help..
u cansay i lvoe to complain or watever..i dun care le..im jus a complain queen can??
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wat r promise..pomise are meant to be broken right.. wat are agreement ..agreement are meant to entertain other n nt fulfillin it right.. wat are fren..we seem to like hiding thing from each other.. wat is all these shit.
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the 3rd time im bloggin tonight..crazy or watever.. pple always say X is a cheerful gal she can play with everyone else joke v thign under the sun..everyone toking to her abt everything telling her evry thing..sharing with her everything..she pretty everyone liek her.. noone liek mi i guess. im tryin gto play along smtime..trying my very hard to play along..yet i dun hv the play along cell u get wat i mean..im nt as popular as she do..im nt as hardwokring as she do..im nt as cheerful as she do ..im nt as pretty as she do.. im nt as patient as she do..im t liek her..i hv my own character.. im trying hard to be a trustworthy fren indeed im ..that wat i agree with myself..but pple dun seem ot liek mi..why..life suck.. im getting depression..i dun wanna a single fren leav emi alone..dun pity mi i dun nid ya pity..i always tryin hard to organise thing always tryin ghard to suit everyone..but who is here o suit mi?? who is here fo rmi when i nid them?? im tired.....
i lost trust in everyone else..i lost faith in everyone..i lost everythign in everyone..leave mi alone i dun need you guys ..u guys dun need mi t0o..
Where were you when skies were grey
9/19/2005 11:25:00 PM <3
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