we BROKe up....believe it...Listen here...
" HE BROKE UP WITH MI:......laugh ba laugh all you can...
i dunno the the reason..
the reason coz i hv wek health n his parent ask him to re-cosider this relationship..coz he is alway worrying for mi..
i dunno wat shit is this..
we were going okay..this morn we was okay..thing was fine..but the mood change the air change..
everythign change..the oxygen everyhting..the road the step we tk chnage.......
i left his home...he din send mi out...
tear rolled immediately the moment i step out of his hse...
the smile that i showed him a sec ago disappear....faster then u blink ya eye..
i still told him " im be okay no worrries".. but why stil cry..sound stupid uh..
it suck...walk to the mrt...cry al the way pple lookign at mi but i cant help t..
no tissue with mi at all.shit..
met isman yne ben xuemei weili yiqin yijia at somerset mrt..
we eat ice cream buffert then went k box..tear stil rolling down..patheic uh..
sang my heart out...THOUGHT i ll feel better but WRONG>>>>>>BIG WRONG SMALLL WRONG....
how can i make myself feel better???
gt hm shower..i havent been eating the whole day..
cry n cry ti;l my eye is like sore eye..
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tml xm be having 2nd review..i dunn hw to encouage her..i dunno hw to help her
i cant bring myeslf to congrat her for her gd result..
i dunno wta i can do ..
i hate myself..
we two are in the same project grp but why?????why?????? she is in for the review n why nt mi...
i dunno understand?????can smonetell mi why??/
is she more smart then mi??coz she know hw to write programming???
or is she alwyas tere to help mi n lky saw it???
i hate it..
sorry i dunno hw to congrat u i dunno h to face you..
im just faking myeslf ard..smilling liek no body business..
im tired...
stupid!!! idot...am i so idot???
sHIt..
i dun wan to go school tml.....i dun wan to face them...but tml midac birthday..i wish to be there to show my circuit my fan n light im prove of it i create them..i made them...BUT WHY M I NOT IN THE REVIEW>>>>>>>>>WHY WHY WHY WHY
i been crying...since sunday..
heart broken ..shattered into billions pieces....ss......fallen down
blood everywhere.....spreading everywhere...........
cant stand up no energy to move on....
Where were you when skies were grey
8/31/2005 09:54:00 PM <3
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