watch bewitched with ah boy today..
he made the decision to watch it..i was loking forward to horror movie..
well i promise myself to pei him...
he was on duty ytd..guess he was tired..
wana pei him do wat he wnana do n not alwaysthinking of wat i wish to do ..
halfway through the pain in my head n heart was hurting mi but stil okay ba..
feel no pain nthgin nw..i recover le..
quite a nice show thanks boy--
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we din really talk much after the movie..we went window shopping i was urging to buy shoes n bag but then nothing caught my sight..
felt so upset..wanna pamper myself n get smthign yet..haiz.
we travle form MS to orchard..from head to tail yet i cant get anythign..
we din talk much ..i felt tired..physially tired..dunno wat to talkto him..
we both went quiet..
i was tired of his jokes..tried to laught but end up with a fake smile..
that very bad of mi ..i know..
he is trying to cheer mi up but smhow i dunno why im kinda sick..
sorry
i know he dotes on mi..care for mi ..everyone teling mi this..
but...i dunno lei..
why some coupples can be together for so long....they hv so much to tlak meh?
haiz..sorry boy..
i dunno wat to say le..haiz..
my life so messed up..im telling lies to my parent..i wish i can open this relationship to eveyrone..
i hate this kinda feeling that im hving right nw..
hate it..
everything seem going wrong..
mum nt feeling well im nt feeling well..
we gonna send a large some of money c-ing doctor again..money again!!
im so sick..when it come to money ..gonna save save..haiz..
headache..
dun wan to think anymore..
tml monday again...busy wk...
tues lab test..thur panel review..
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oh ya saw a swimming costume with ah boy ....
tried it on quite ok but a bit small..
wana buy yet cant make up my mind..haiz.
i used to spend money like water flowing out the tap buying wat i wan n sutff..
nw im thinking thinking agin n again b4 i buy..by the time i wanna buy no more le..
hate it hate it.
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YUEHui wat the hell is worng with u wake up..
ugonna tidy ya life..
so suck up..
Where were you when skies were grey
8/21/2005 10:48:00 PM <3
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