tot i was dying today..
was scared..but im prepared..
whther im alive or died doesnt matter..
im okay.
went to the doctor with ah ma today..
she went in first before it was my turn..which was after her..i fainted.
my chest was very numb my brain freeze numb..then my heart beat slow down..
no air could went in..
i knew smtin was goona haapen..
i stil hv words to tell my dalring..i wanna tell him..alot of thing..
can let mi finish my words first then tk my lfie away.
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think too much ...le.
i din die..but die for a few mins ba..hahaz.
chio right..
the feeling suckz ma..
veryhting went back to normal..ard 1 2 hr later..
hopsital i hv a fear there le..afraid of jab n stuff..
wat happen on we have frightenede mi..
sorry i din blog..n im too lazy to blog nw also..
doctor told mi to rest dun exercise..
he told mi to be extar careful..who know wat ll happen the nx mins,,
coz b4 this tin happen today the nx b4 i was talking to ah boy..the nx time this happen..u nv know de..
haiz..
i din c ah boy for 2 days le..he is busy with work..but stil he ll call n check on mi..
im so blesss..like XM said..im so blessed n fortunte..
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dun wan to think so much..
gonna chiong report n presentation le..
wish mi luck..
Where were you when skies were grey
8/20/2005 08:22:00 PM <3
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