pretendin u hv happy yet u r nt is hard..v hard.
last session kbox left mi with very deep memories.i dunno hw to say it but it stay in my mind.
=Lou xia Na Ge Nu Ren by You Hong Ming= a v nice song.
the song he sang keep flowing in my mind,his voice, the way he sang the expression.
he had a lot of thing in mind.alot of tins he wanted to share.i was the person he turn to. trying hard to b himself..yet it so painful inside.noone will understand or feel it.
why is he always flooding in my mind??
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was talking to kevin..his nick was putting this==> " wat will you do if you would turn back time.." well i wun wan to turn back time.i dun wan the bad memroies that had happen.i wish i was nv born in this world..
well happy things do happen..but it end so fast.
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been studying n exercising for nafra which is 2 wk away..
haiz.stressed but trying to lack le..
alot of birthday boy n girl this monnth..need to save up n buy present for them lolz.
manfred gt a gf le..such a gd fren din tell mi...heard it a fun loving gall..well gd for u pal.. been months since i met them..miss the time we hang out at cafe..the time we used to play with each other..nw u r attached thigns turn different...asking u out is as hard as dunno wat..well nvm i learn to b independent live with a world without frenz..
i used to it as we grow up thing change uh..tell mi it wrong..tell mi int true..prove mi wrong..
i dunno ..
*tear rolled down once again..
im jus upset i dunno why..
which frenz who was there b there..no matter if they are attach or nt they stil b there..is my tinking too over??
i nid a brain wash ma..right??
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gradution is on this friday..canty wait to c my senior getting backie together..miss them..the laughter we had in proj room.the way we played with each other..
happy for them..finally grad le...wish them the best in watever they do..
eve was decorating the room..in midac...
nx yr..it be our turn to grad..yijia n i was talking n telling each other that..time will pass so fast befoer we knew it..
by the time we have our graduation night we promise to come back to sch with a different us..by the time we is back sch..she would have already finish he trg in tekong..by the time she b tanned with board shoulder the strong her..
things be different..we been stepping out to the outside world ...soon very soon...wat will things b like??
m i thinking too much..
haiz..=[
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thanks for sendin mi to sch this morning..i enjoy the trip..thanks..
breakfast too thanks..
havent been eatin well..
or shld i say dun feel liek eatin.
i can dun eat the whole day yet dun feel naything..
any frenz naggin at mi asking mi to eat ..hahaz
thanks frenz..i saving money ma hahaz..stsil jobless lei ..who wanna emply mi ..wash toilet??
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jamine nice to cya in sch today ya..
all the best for the coming common test..study hard wor..tml thurday..3 more day to our 1st paper..jia you!!!
Where were you when skies were grey
7/13/2005 08:23:00 PM <3
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