i tot i feel better..
but i dont...keep telling pple im okay...why m i doing that? mayb jus dun wan other to worry for mi..
my stomach flooded..cant shit..cant eat..
nothing can make mi eat..kept drinking water...nothing else...so sick..it jus suck..
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was wondering ....will anyone drop by my blog n read...
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boring wkend..found a job waiting for interview hope i get this job...so i ll hv $$.
also to keep mi busy nt to think too much
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im made to choose betwween hair rebonding n lifeguard course..
if i rebond i cant swim for liek 3 4 month...have to stop i mean..
if i chose lifeguard..i cant rebond i ll have to remain as wat i m..i cant change my look n stuff..watever..
haiz...
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where are my fren...i wanna go out wkend enjoy ..where r my fren..it either i jio them they nt free..or they nv jio mi ..
im so sick..wat the hell is this..
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it been a sucking wkend..
i hate this i hate it when wkened appraoches..
ridiculous is the only word best fit to describe everyting...
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i lost trust in him..
no sms from him at all.nothign does he like him? does he care for mi..
not even a call ..he dun look for mi at alll...wat is this...it short..but im tired..very tired..this is wat i can say..
dun ask me how's life?...
cuz it sux...
but i'm learning to move on...
i used to think i hv my frens...
who keeps me happy all the time...
who are there for me all dis time...
im worng....very wrong...
can smone tell all these is not true...
i had engh im damn tired...disappointed...
no word can describe wat im feeling
many thing happen in my life...
spare mi from the detail...
i jus wish everything changes..
and suddenly...
i feel like crying...
bcuz....
i miss my fren whom we used to played with so much.....
i miss my sec skool days so much....
i miss those fren who we hang out at sentosa each wkend..
i mis....
i miss..
sometimes i wish i'll nv grown up....
bcuz i was very blessed during pri skool....
i had great pals...
i had great relationships...
i had fun...
i had great basketball mates..
i had great soccer buddes..
i had fun teachers...
i had great sport fren..
i had great fren whom we hang out at cafe..
basketball...sports...beach played a big part of my life during those time...
it the history..
i was willing to give up almost everyting...
give me back ....
i regretted now...
why din i treasure those time
why din i treasure my fren..
why din....
why din...
*sigh*
*sign*
i have to live on...with the smile on my face...telling evryone im ok...
im tired..
i wanan et out form singapore i wan a new life..
there no longer a need for mi to stay here...
it meaningless...
no point of staying..
the world is big there stil so many thing for mi to learn to discover..
life is no longer interesting..
those who arent interseting abt reading on..then dun bother...
i dun care wat u think ..i jus wanna blog out ...
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Where were you when skies were grey
7/03/2005 07:25:00 PM <3
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