had panel review today.wasthe last grp to present but stil i did a bad job.
no hardware demo. i brought the wrong IC. i connected wrongly i mean the cct.
im stupid isnt it..
my proj mate can understand wat out supervious say in a fwe mins...n wat abt mi??
i nid pple to explain to mi again n again..i cant get it..smtime i make pple so irriatating..
i dun care wat the freak top std says..i dun cxare hw their progress..
im tired..i cant even care abt myself..im helpless..
i was in a hurry to go for interview at raffles city..
work n proj ..work n proj..my heart has been cut ino two..one in sch n at work..
pple might think why do i stil go work when im so busy...
i jus wanna make myself biusy dun wan to think so much..she was suppoes to accompany mi to the interview..she put mi areoplane...called up WH called up M asking if they was free to go with mi or mit up for dinner ...guess wat they rejected mi..
im used to it..
im always the one asking pple out n rejected by pple..im so sick n tired...
when i dun ask them out they say i nv ask them out..aks them out they reject mi ..wat is this..
im trying to b understanding comforting myself in all kinda way..but i m really tired..noone can feels wat i feel..
jus nw was crossing the road..i really wish the car can jus knock mi down n kill mi...
life jus sucks...freak off..
haiz..
tears rolled..again..
i promise myself not to cry..i must be strong..
all these words dun apply to mi anymore..
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haiz.. thx ZY for the dinner..thanks for travelling down thanks..
he offered mi to lobang hs bike to amk...so it nearer to home..but then today i wear skirt...i really wish to go with his bike de..haiz..i been a long time since i travel by bike..
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from today onward i b bz working...insch doing my proj..i wanna complete my proj i must i dun wan to retain..i have to pay attention to my main module too ...i wanna As..i wanna maintain..
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im fat..gain 2 3 kg..tot after food posioning i ll lose weight but i was wrong hahaz..
ll exercise...
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mummy let mi reboind le...those fren who know mi ll say..."BLuff pple de...i heard u sayign for liek 5 6yrs hahaz..."
but this time im really going to do it...trust mi...my aunt called n said she is going to do it for mi this sat....im loking for ward it..looking to c a new mi...
hope there will be sm difference..
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....im tired...
Where were you when skies were grey
7/07/2005 10:49:00 PM <3
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