jus got hm..im so tired..nt pyhiscally tired..but...i dunno hw to explain tooo...
took bus 151 hm..as the wind blow past my face...memories flooded my mind..
dunnno wat i wan ..
was listening to 933..
they was asking...""" 我 生 活 的 推 動 力 是 舍 么？？""
i dunno hw to answer...im like a bird lost in direction...lost need someone to guide mi i dunno hw to process on..
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i had crush on a few guy recently but then they like my other femlae frenz...dissappointed when u know that the person they like wasnt u yet ya frenz...haiz..
as i c him each day in midac...i tot im falling for him...although we r in the diff proj room..but each time i hv to go out of midac i ll hv to by pass that room...well i dun wish to hurt him although he told mi before that he like mi..
i m lost in r/s dun wan to hurt anyone i know clearly that i cant stay long in a r/s ...there jus smthing worng with mi..sorry to that particular guy..i think i falling for u yet im stopping myself i cant hurt other..i cant be so devil.
as for some pple they try to hard to get smone but by the time they gt that person they let it go so fast .....they jus dun treasure it..sorry guy i dunno hw to explain or say it in english..
i dun wan to fall for anyone..
im so dsiappointed..
im hurt...deeply..
i dunno wat to do ..
im lost..
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been trying to stay in sch to study coz i know that when i m back hm .. i wun study de..
sianz..life jus suck..tml tues again..i simply hate tuesday...
mTS n the long hr we spend in AWFT lab...
hate it hate it..
im telling myself to love it learn but then its isnt getting any better...hate it..
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going to purchase a new bag tml...my bag cant make it le....torn le..shit...
i hv been saving...skipping my lunch..nt spending money on any tibits or bubble tea ...nothing else..onli on my meal..after my lunch no other food til i get hm n have my dinner..
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was suppose to mit zhiying today as he is on off..but then i hv to stay in sch for fyp..sorry!!
recently a fren of mine..call mi up...im sorry i was so busy working n studying til i forget contact u guy ..seldom call u guy out ...imsorry..
his health is egtting weaker..he might go anytime..tear rolled down my cheek as i hear him saying abt his health..haiz..wat can i do for u my fren...tel mi!!
i ll try my very best to fulfil it..
Where were you when skies were grey
6/13/2005 10:01:00 PM <3
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