been blogging for the past few days but dunno where r all my post..so pissed off..dun wanan retype le
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today went to the doctor.i was in pain for the past wk.smiling n laughing for nobody busniess.the pain in mi was so unbearable noone will ever feel it or understand.
the doctor say i gonna tkcare of my health or else i ll ruin it.the medicine is making mi suck up.feel so sick of it.wanan vomit very thing out.the cause of my sickness wqas because i stress myself too much too much pressure.but how can i relax..haiz..
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m i a clown? i dunno dun understand myself
m i having Multi Personality Disorder; sometime i can b nice sometime rough sometime friendly sometime firece..this is me isnt it.
been listening to my friends abt their love prob friendship ...many many more prob..mostly there love prob.
complaining abt their bg gf being ditch.cant get the gal to their hand feeling shit off.."haiz-ing here n there"
im kinda sick lo..please lo.if u guys tear over these stuff then wat abt mi.
im s000 tired..is i trying to lend my ear to u guys.or wat..
sometime i jus dunno hw to comfort u guys sometime i m so pissed off tired tat i jus dun type anything.jus a smilign face.verything is so fake..online showing tat u r smilign n in the fact u so shit off..
the things im going through is much more then u guys so stop complaining.u guys are so blesed such a little thing and u r crying n more..wat is this..
sorry for sayigng these..mayb u guys ll nv tell mi ya prob again or find mi a shit fren i dun care.
wat im going through now is more shit!!!!!no money studies shit friendhsip shit failed stupid love life..
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dun wanan say anymore.
Where were you when skies were grey
3/12/2005 10:49:00 PM <3
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