tears kept rolling down my cheeks why m i crying so often nowadays.
where is the strong gal.always acting strong always cheerful.
im finally know le..im so0 tired of life tired of smiling like nothing happening.comforting pple as if i can do it myself.entertaining others making a fool of myself.
my life is full of shit..where r all my frenzz? where r my family? where is my studies life? where is everytin? everytins is like shit.my results my fren my everything is like shit!!!!
wish i can kill myself.im gonna explode like a volcano.
im been rotting at home for the past few days.u think that wat i wan?? i wanna go out with frenz hv fun i dun wanan stay at home n rot but where r all my frenz??
some put mi areoplane some knows i cant go out late yet purposely meet so late.what the hell?if u hv the sincerely to aks mi out u ll..
ask pple out to do sports..one ll say nt freee.one ll say no body dun wanna swim.one ll say i dun gym....etc.im so tired of these shit excuese.r frenz really like tat?
m is it tat when i nid them they r always nt here for mi ?????
why is this all these fated..im so F***ed up.shit up!!pissed off...
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tired of doing my presentaion.
sooo tired..i cant be siting here all day long n get it complete lo i ll break down de lo.no entertain nothing..all these shit.
wanna kill myself.
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no matter i go to the place i love so much-sentosa i wun feel g00d at all..all these stuff no longer make mi feel goo0d.wat i wan i dunno im lost.
dunno wat i wanna do dunno wat i wanna go everything dunno.
im totally sucked up..
Where were you when skies were grey
2/12/2005 05:07:00 PM <3
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