jus gt hm.its 1130 nw.im so tired finally i complete 70% of wft project..haiz..more to go..1 more wk to date due..
im doing 3 person work.
why cant they jus do it now rather than last mins.
i started work early coz i believe that last min work wun do well de.
and moreover if gonna rush over those work i be very stress then now.
broke into tear in the lib ytd.i was so tired stress.lost.
haiz life totally suck in sch.
wat sucks was the friendship between mi n xuemei.we havent been talking for days.wat the hell got into us.been calling her yet she doesnt wanna ans.seem to saw her in sch yet she told mi she went hm le.
wat the hell going on.i wish she can tell mi wat happening.i hate this kinda feeling.where the normal friendship we used to have? we used to go out jk n laugh ard.
these time seem to disappear in a min.
im sooo tired.can u please tell mi wat happen dun make mi guess.im so00 tired.dun play with my feeling le.
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talked to him this afternn.feel elated.
promise myself that i wun wanna be a clown anymore.
ll continue to bring sunshine to other but depend on the situation ba.here are some conversation we had min ago:
"if i hav a gf
n the gf is nt u
will u get sad n angry wit mi?
if i hav gf
i will intro to u
ask u out wit her also"
i dunno hw to ans him at all.but jus gave some ans that seem positive.
i ll stil bless them with happiness n my best wishes.
but deep in my heart it ll stil hurt lo.
cing the person u like.being attached with other gal.hw wun u feel?
mayb he din put himself in my shoes ba.
well i dun wan to know who his gf is.i wun wan to go out with his gf.
if i ll i b acting to be cheerful ba.it b all fake.wat for right.
i dunno i jus told him if he was to find a gf then let mi know.but dun wish to be the last to know lo.
no comment at all..
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check out abt lifeguard le..zhihong gonna join mi for the trg at least i hv sm1 to accompany hahahahaz..finally.
hmm has been saving these few days.
skip my meal eat less tibits lo..
for the 1st course nid $200 .
haiz.
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sometin that i nid to remind myself to do:
1.eat medicine regulary
2.exercise more
3.be happy each n every day
4.rememeber to bring my medicine whereever i go
5.eat my meals.
6. .... [when i think so it]
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tatata..gonna do some studies/
tkcare frenz..
the weather kinda humid.drink more water ya eat more fruits.
Where were you when skies were grey
2/24/2005 11:41:00 PM <3
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