bad day.
was so tired.i overslept on the way to sch n also on the way back home.the min i board the bus i got myself a seat n i slp throughout the whole journey.
mayb due to my mentally n physically tiredness.
came hm n slp again.til xuemei called mimy ringtone woke mi up.i feel better now but stil tired.
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jus finish my dinner.din eat much.think was too tired til dun feel like eating.
finished off my mpi quizess le.nw gonna do some studies..proj lab tests coming up lo.
tml gonna b a long day for mi lesson til 5pm.then mayb hv to stay n do proj.
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jus had a qurrel with sis.she took out all my comics n threw everywhere.
the room is ald evry messy n filled with mosquito ard.cant stand it le yet she is doing all these stuff.i couldnt toralte anymore so shouted@her.end up gt scolded by daddy.
i cant stand it anymore..dunno hw to describe my feeling at all.
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god r u there..i nid ya guidness ur help! can u please help mi...im so helpness
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im changing really changing.
changing for the sake of myself. im so afraid i cant do it.
happiness seem to reached mi nearer but yet seem to leave mi in any mins.u get it ma..haiz
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Wilson,thanks for dropping by n tag.well believe in yaself try to cheer yaself up.when things crop up, have a good slp n think of why its happen lo.
all things happen for a reason.it all based on us to elborate de.
things dun always go our way.noone says things ll go smoothly..most of the time we gonnaa help ourself lo.if nt approach pple ard us for guideness.[go to the right person] if he/she cant help,then treat it as u let out of ya prob lo mayb ll feel better.
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last few wk i told myself i gonna off my hp.go missing.MIA not letting anyone find mi.but i cant bring myself to do that.
coz the is this rule in my heart: "i be always there for other when they nid mi.i wanna bring sunshine to them.no matter wat happen to mi i ll stil b there for them.guide them lend my ear to them.try my very best to help.."
well.there is many many things that r hiden in mi.my aunt was tellign mi ..if u dun let it out one day u ll really explode n go MIA. well i agree with her.i dunno when the day ll come.i hope i can control myself.
the smile i had each day was it fake? well i dunno hw to ans this question too..conforting pple is always easy haiz y cant i jus do it to myself.
gonna go back to studies le.
sorry if i write everything in a mess.my mind is very messy too.
tkcare..=>
Where were you when skies were grey
2/16/2005 09:04:00 PM <3
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