was running a fever when i woke up this morn.it was like 35 degree then 38 39 degree.was feeling damn cold.covering myself with 3 4 blanket.i was s0ooo cold.
stayed in bed til 12nn.told myself that i nid to study drag myself out of bed shower n study.stay@hm the whole day studying.mummy daddy was out no f0od@all by the time 230pm i was damn so hungry therefore was force to co0k maggie mee.din finish it ate onli half n threw the rest.i din mean too but i hv no appeitie at all.
wsa studying felt so sleepy then went to make myself a coffee.low blood pple wasnt suppose to drink coffee.finish one whole big cup.the nx tin i realise.i was vomiting out the coffee n the gastic juice is once again biting my stomach.i feel so terrible now.yet dun dare to utter a word.dun wanna mummt to worry for mi also dun wanna get scolded.the feeling i think noone ll know.
jus chatted to one of my buddies jus nw.chatted the moment we had 6 7 yr ago.the 1st time i played soccer was with him.the time ew had together in movie pool kbox..
all these are gone now.
one of them r getting married.he promise mi that he wun forget us.he ll stil call us to go out.bring his gf to join us in kbox...but all these r lies...i DUNWAN THESE....*tear rolled...i wan the times we had together.all these yr we onli meet like 5 time a year can count using my hand lo.no longer c u in msn no longer recevie ya sms no longer heard from u..im so upset.like losting a fren.i know ur wife if more impt.but..wat abt us...all i wan is spend time toegther once a week.i dun ask for more .is it too much..i dunno.when i pass by the places where we used to hang out things flooded my mind.very often i ll wlak ard n c if i happen to c u guys there..dun say le..
oh my god i havent buy my CNY clothes yet..
finding smone to pei mi go buy lo..if u guys read this n r free mayb can accompnay mi hahahaz..but hv to find time also common test coming gonna study lo hahaz.
hey guys good luck n study hard for common test ...let jia you together...
**god, i wanna all my frenz be with mi ..i wanna go out with them..spend time with them..but in their heart do they think of mi do they remember they have a fren name yuehui..i dunno..reallly dunno feeling so00 lost.but i wanna let them know that..they are always flooding in my heart..always thinking of them praying for them..**
Where were you when skies were grey
1/23/2005 07:08:00 PM <3
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